♫ Do You Really Love Me? ♫

Dear Diary,




Will there be a day when YOU and I, together..
Walking on the beach, hand in hand and enjoy the scenery?


I got an A for my Moral, Seni and Sivik.

Moral - 93%
Seni - 84%
Sivik - 80%

Seriously, these are all...
USELESS SUBJECTS -.-
Though we need Moral for SPM XDD
Anyway, I got an A for BI. at least an A for important subjects! XP

26TH JUNE

Venue : Armada Hotel, BBQ Buffet :)
























I definitely look fat in it ;(

27TH JUNE

I know, how sweet huh?



But no worries, we're definitely straight :)
Moreover, this girl is taken =P












What are we doing? O.o
Texting, of course. :P






I dont know what exactly im doing XDD





I saw her blog.
Its like you texted her everyday.
But I dont want to care about it.
Because I dont know what should I do.

❤ BEST FRIEND FOREVER ❤

Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get,
it's what you are expected to give

❤ Wish Upon A Star ❤

Dear Diary,

If I could wish upon a star,
I'll wish for you to hold me in your arms and never let go.


Seriously, what am i even doing?
I got a freaking B for my Sejarah.
I was so stress before sejarah exam, I study and study and study like mad girl.
And it ended up 77.
I was so effing speechless about it and heart broken.
You just dont know those feelings.
It was like the-end-of-the-world or the-end-of-my-life.
If only I'd known, I'll definitely study even harder.
Just ABIT harder can help me get an A =(
Ah, forget it.
Its over. :D

MY FAVOURITE SUBJECT, IM SO SORRY :(

~ Barbie Mariposa



BIBLE <3

~ Barbie In A Mermaid Tale

I definitely love her hair!!!! pinkish blonde hair <3>

It hurts to realize that them,

people you thought you'd love for life

don't love you as much as you thought they did

and can do without you as if they never knew you at all.

#216 - What Makes You Different Makes You Special

Dear Diary,



I used to think my life was wonderful with you.
But I ruined it, myself.

I used to think if I am a disgrace to my family.
I envy my sisters alot.
They're so beautiful and sweet. But I'm not :D

I remembered last time someone said my sisters are like swans, and Im just an ugly duckling =P
Whenever my mother's friends say ' eh, your daughters so beautiful le. ',
I'll step out because I know I wasn't included :D
I envy them but its definitely not the feelings of jealousy.

Because Im proud to have them as my sisters.
But somehow, whenever others said ' your sisters damn pretty wei. '
I felt insulted, maybe Im too sensitive. =)
But Im happy for my sisters :D

ITS ALRIGHT :)

I'll always keep this words in my mind and heart

Anyway, I think Charice is really talented :D
The most touching scene ever.
Look ↓



I think she's cool =P
She even get the chance to sing ' A Whole New World ' with KyuHyun.



Oh and AGAIN!
I watched...
My Scene XDD






THUMBS UP!! XDD

And this quote is freaking cool!

Love is to sex, sex is to sin
sins are forgiven, so lets begin
3 hours of pleasure, 9 months of pain
2 hours in the hospital and a baby to name
fathers a basterd, mothers a whore
none of this would have happened
if the rubber wouldn't have tore.
THIS IS EFFING COOL XDD

Should I avoid him, or shouldn't i? =(

I don't understand why I let myself stay with you,
after all the lies and all the tears cried.
What makes you so fucking special?

#215 - Sometimes What's Real Is Something You Cant See

2 more days to meet you.
Somehow, Im not ready yet.

So, I changed my skin.
I dont know if it is looking good, but i do love it =P
It wasn't a classic template at all.
Just a XML template :D

And dont laugh.
I watched barbie movies again XDD
Seriously, I should stop myself.
Im too engrossed with barbie movies, I need to stop.
But... =(

~ Barbie And The Three Musketeers



~ Barbie : Thumbelina



~ Barbie As Island Princess



~ Barbie And The 12 Dancing Princesses



~ Barbie And The Nutcracker



~ Barbie And The Diamond Castle



~ Barbie As Rapunzel



~ Barbie As The Princess And The Pauper




Wee~
Nice nice XDD
Sigh! I'm becoming very childish, aren't i? =(
But actually, what's wrong with watching barbies?
I mean, Lerynne did that too, well... Because she has a sister? XD
And I thought you, lerynne was buying me a bikini. =(
Yet it ended up a bottle of sand D:
Nvm nvm.
I know you were having a hard time 'picking' up the sands :D
Still, Thanks alot, Dear :)

Oh and I had a really sweet conversation which I found on net.

Landon: Do you love me?
[she nods]
Landon: Will you do something for me, then?
Jamie: [smiles] Anything.
Landon: Will you marry me?
[Jamie smiles and kisses him]

It was the movie, A Walk To Remember. :)
I bet all of you know right?
It was like so popular lar.. =P

It’s better to have never felt the
happiness of love than to be tortured
by the pain of it ending.

#214 - Can You Feel My Love?

Sorry I dont have the courage to tell you I Love You.
Sorry.

Hmmm....
Holiday sucked.
I got nothing to do at home either.
It was like Im 'lifeless'.
Study?
Nah, not now.
Not in the mood :P

Hmmm..
I've watched few movies.

Gokusen The Movie
This is awesome!!! =P
I love Kame XDD

Anyway, I went to The Curve with Voon, Rynne and Kian.
We Watched :
~ Karate Kid
~ Prince Of Persia

Comments?
It was amazing. Really nice. :D It doesn't look fake either :P

Guess what?
Dont you dare to laugh. :P
Im actually watching Barbie's movies.

~ Barbie Of Swan Lake

Comments?
I love Odetta and Daniel! They made a great couple wei :P I love Lila too :D The pink-purple horse XDD

~ Barbie Dairies

Comments?
Nice high school story :P I hate Raquelle. She's a total bitch man. :P

~ Barbie And The Magic Of Pegasus

Comments?
I love Annika! and Brietta, I meant when she was a horse XD

~ Barbie Fairytopia : Magic Of Rainbow

BIBLE!!!!
MY FAVOURITE DOLL! XDD

Comments?
Nice! I love Bible the most! XDD



OH NO! IM TOO ENGROSSED WITH BARBIES!!!! =(



I know, Im childish but hey.
In every real WOMAN a child is hidden that wants to play. :P
Honestly, I hate the real barbie dolls >.<

i love you but i can't tell you so now i'm stuck.
stuck in the spot where i can only be a friend.
stuck here until the end.
so now there is nothing i can do but fall more in love with you.
and watch her fall in love with you.
when i know you love her too.
so now i'm stuck again,
wishing that you'll see,
what's really meant to be.
you and me.

#213 - Different? Nah!

OMG!!!!!




Am I darker?




Yes? No?



Oh no! Im definitely darker! Im so dead now!



IU's day!!!! =)
It was fun.
We wore flowerish dress to school. * 3 years old's style*
I love the performances =)
Especially the first one and the last one.
It was PERFECT! :D