I Dont Wanna Know What Its Like Without You

Well, what cud i say???
I didnt blog for quite long bcz im kinda bz these days.....
I dont know im bz doing what.... XD
Im still thinking of something........
I guess i stalked the wrong boy??? =P
The boy i like suddenly confessed to me on last friday night........
Actually, siwei is the first person who know that he likes me........
Siwei asked him whether he have feelings for me???
He didnt denied...........
When siwei told me, i was like ' WTF?!?!?!?! He likes me??? Omfg!!!!!..... Impossible ... ' * speechless *
Finally, that day he confessed to me and asked me whether can be together.........
He gives me 5 days to think about it........
And im planning to.........

REJECT HIM~~~

Because of some reasons.............
Well, cecilia & lerynne said wanna kao him........
Kao then kao lo.....
Like i give a fucking damn???
After all, im the one who stalked him first werd........... XD
If cecilia dare to kao mine, i will kao her's too.........
Muahahahaha..................... jkjk la..............
Lol..........
Im not really interesting in relationship now........
Somehows, i think siwei is so happy without a relationship......
Maybe i cud be like her??? =P
I wont be blogging until November 6th
November 6th is the last day for my test........ =D

Someone help me, please
I dont know how to reject him
I dont wanna hurt him T.T

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Frozen

Omg..............
I was so mad at the girl........
She's totally making me mad..........
That stupid girl........
I did nothing wrong.......
I was just talking to my friends at the canteen then suddenly she come to my table and scolded me.......
Walao........
I was like ' WTF is her problem?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! suddenly scold ppl.......... '
Then when she scolded finish adi........
I scolded bad words at the back of her......
Her friends saw it and she told her........
Then she came to my table and talk craps again........
Say wad wanna whack me or bla bla bla........
I was like ' huh???? what is she talking about????? '
Then i asked lerynne, everyone said they dont know........
Then i started to be VERY VERY VERY mad......
And keep on staring at her.............
How i wish i could slap her and kick her pussy...........
That stupid bitch..............
At the end, i mad until cried.........
Cause i really beh tahan.............
Plus, my friendship have some problems.........
Then after skul, my best friend said she forgive me........
I was so happy..........
I sms him today........
I ask him did he went to canteen today?
He said yes with some unwilling words...... ( i guess so )
I scared he angry.......
He asked me to call him........
But my mummy's phone credit almost finish...........
So, i cant call him........
He suddenly asked me where i live........
I was like ' OMG..... he ask this FOR WHAT?!?!??!?!?! '
Then i asked some of my friends about it......
They replied its normal worh..............
And he knows me liao.........
He found me.............
SHIT, I HOPE HE DONT FEEL DISSAPOINTED.........
haiz..............
Today is the most unlucky day for me......
I just cant believe that stupid bitch scolded me.....
somemore say wanna whack me.........
Diu gao her larh........
Dont think she's smart.........
Actually, she have pig brain, u know?
Pig very smart meh?????? XD
Well, so much for today...........
I still have to wait for my test to finish...........
I wanna go out........
Heeeeeeeeee~~~

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Stare At Me

Today, I went to skul as usual......
Nothing special happened........
Just a few things make me kinda sad and kinda piss........
She's my friend........
Just because she's not even in our group.......
She's mad at me...........
I dont get it........
So what if she's not even in our group??
She could be our Good Friend but not Best Friend........
But why she have to mad at me & make me feel so lonely during class?
Im not gonna be sad just because i lose her.........
She's not even important in my life........
But she's important in my friendship..........
Eventhough she's not in our group, maybe she could be our Good Friend werd.......
It was so weird that we didnt talked to each other today..........
Sometimes, i really wanna ask her........
Is she so happy to ignore me???
I feel like asking her but since she ignore me and mad at me......
Im not gonna ask her........
Today, my friend gave me his phone number......
I mean the boy i like.........
Well, if some strangers you dont know suddenly say hi to you....
Wont you feel weird????
Omg, i dont even dare to sms him........
I scare he will say i stalked him and bla bla bla and thinks im annoying......
I will be very very dead that time..............
Lerynne saw him today......
I hope i could see him too.......
Everytime also lerynne saw him wan.........
So unfair........ T.T
Hope cecilia wont kao him larh......
But i know she wont......
I trust her........ =)
He told my friend he wants to find me.........
I dont hope he will find me........
Cause i guess he will be VERY dissapointed when he saw me....
Arent im right???
I mean.....
Im not a pretty girl..........
And maybe i dont have the right to like someone like HIM? ( I guess so? )

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Reach Out For The Sky

well, where shud i start first????
Today is a bored day for me.....
And i bet tomoro will be the same too.........
Today is nothing special so my post might be short.........
What will you think when you'r bored????
Annoy people??
One of my form 3 boy punya friend..............
He told my friend im annoying......
And my friend came to tell me.....
I was like ' oh okie...... '
but i dont bother about that cuz i dont really like him as a friend......
he was so rude to me....
i mean he was so LCLY to me......
And he is not friendly too......
My friend told me he is dangerous.....
He's not only dangerous, he's LCLY and unfriendly.........
And HE'S NOT EVEN A CUP OF MY TEA lah, okie???
But i asked my friend whether am i annoying......
He said sometimes........
I was like ' OMG!!!!!!!!!! I cant believe im THAT annoying!!!!!!!!!! '
Eventhough im kinda sad & kinda piss..........
But i dont angry my friend......
Maybe its true.............
Its true that im annoying......... XD
But my friend told me something........
He said that day the boy i like called me sohem........
Actually he was just kidding.....
He didnt mean to called me that..........
And my friend told him i cried but i dont cry bcz of this little matter larh......
So, he was like feel so sorry and regret.........
And he always asked my friend whether i came to skul today?
When i heard it, i dont know if im happy.........
I guess im happy though.........
Well, i dont think he wanna knows me after all...........
Today rain??
I dont think so.........
I cant remember.........
I didnt notice if the sky is crying............
Im busy doing my revision and some craps........
And after that, my mum started to talked craps again.........
Just imagine when adults nagged at you about 1 or 2 hours...........
Omg, i just cant believe that..........
I rather listen some songs.............
( Stay With Me - Danity Kane ) seems to be pretty popular now............. XP
Danity Kane sings a song name Damaged......
I dont really like that song.........
Or maybe it doesnt suit me.......... =)
Im talking craps now............. haha
Oh yea, one more thing..........
Today, i chatted with my primary friend...............
Guess wad she told me??
She have a french kiss with her bf!!!!!!!!
Omg...........
She is just 13 years old and yet her first kiss already taken...............
OMG.................. I just cant believe that.............
But to everyone, its normal larh...............
I dont know why am i so shock.......... haha
Well, so much for today............. =)

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Hard To Believe

Today, i went to IKEA........
My sis & I went to popular book shop......
I saw a girl wores mini skirt & a ugly purple jacket......
She was with her brother......
I just cant describe how ' UGLY ' they are.............
The most unbelievable thing is.....
SHE TALKED BAD ABOUT ME........
Could you just imagine that happen on you whenever you dont even know that person????
Omg, I was so damn piss off...............
She called a stranger girl ( chicken backside ).....
And that girl will not be me, of course..........
I was like ' well..... wad a rude girl........ i bet her mum didnt teach her so that is why she was so rude to everyone nowadays ( i guess? )........ '
And today is just a bored day for me..............
Actually, i could just stay at home and watch TV or do my revision but........
But i still prefer go to IKEA...................
Evening, I was so hungry......
I opened my fridge, i saw something......
Its just a small meal.....
I was like ' well............. So much for a small little meal, huh?'
Its so unfair............
Isnt my day bored????
Well, it is........
So, guys......
Dont make your day so bored like mine.......
You will bored to death...........
I called cecilia and study with her ON THE PHONE..............
Its not weird at all.....
Its fun after all.........
Today is the last day for PMR.........
Well..........
I envy form 3 students now......
They could play and hang out with friends, not like me........
I cant.........
Because test is around the corner...........
And yet, im still blogging and online-ing..............
So much for today...............

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The Pictures ~ October 16th ( Today )

We took this pictures at the park near cecilia's house →



Ann & Siwei




Up to Down ~ Ann, Lerynne, Siwei & Cecilia



I love this picture...... =D



Left to Right ~ Ann, Lerynne, Siwei & Cecilia



I guess you know who is who adi larh...... Well, its kinda hot down there and me & lerynne almost fell..... XD



Red Ann & Red Siwei..... haha! XD



Lerynne & Ann




Love Them so much......... XD



Love Them..........



I dont really know where im looking at........ XD

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The Pictures ~ October 15th

These are the pictures that we were being camwhores →

Siwei & Lerynne but i went to potong..... XD

Our study time...... T.T

Lerynne, Siwei & Ann

Lerynne & Siwei

Siwei & Ann love combined...... nice lerh.... ( jkjk )

Cecilia & Ann

Best Friends Foreva!

Lerynne's parents bring us to kepong just to eat this yummy ice-cream..... XD

U can see how high we were on our way back to cecilia's house...... =D

Siwei in cecilia baju kurung.... She quite suit in the baju kurung right? But i went to potong the pic...

Just imagine how high we were...... XD

Lerynne was eating her ice-cream while day dreaming of SOMEONE! ( jkjk )

When we reached the ice-cream shop..... Cecilia & Siwei said wanna go toilet... So, lerynne's mum brought them to the toilet...... Me & Lerynne waited for so long..... At the end, guess wad? They took this pic at the toilet.... guess wad?? Its SHIT COLOUR!!!!!!!!! XD

We were chatting here and there about someone i like and being camwhores.... XD

We took this on the last minute...............

We took this at cecilia's house..... so sad, lerynne not there..... T.T

Lerynne & Ann

Emo Cecilia...... Me & Siwei dont really know what's wrong with her........ Lol

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Hide The Tears

Can you actually imagine your best friend steal your's boyfriend?
Well, i tried it before......
But now, i dont have any feelings for him....
He's not even a cup of my tea now......
Today rained again, i tried to hide my tears in cecilia's house..........
And well, luckily they didnt see it......
i wish Malaysia will snow......
But its soooooo ridiculous....
I just cant believe i could say some lame stuff like that.........
Everybody was complaining to me about love but it seems that i dont really interest in love anymore....
I dont wanna get hurt by anyone........
I wish i could change my whole life........
Im trying to but it seems to be the hardest thing for me to do......
I just cant and i dont know why..........
Its torturing me........
well, i promised my friends to make myself more happy......
I have to be now......
Today is kinda fun......
I went to cecilia's house studied........
After our lunch, we went to the park......
Guess what we did at the park?
We were being camwhores........
I just cant believe im actually a........ CAMWHORE?
well, i dont really like camwhores but i am......
Dont you think its silly?
Lol.........
We were playing with the swing, climbing here and there......
Dont worry, we were wearing short pants.........
On our way back to cecilia's house, siwei suddenly shouted.....
Guess wad???
Her slipper!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha......
Its damn funny.........
We were actually planning to made a funny video for EVERYONE who reading our blogs......
But we'r not in the mood......
siwei's handphone...............................................................
Lol.......................
Could you imagine some form 1 girls playing with the swings?
Its was so childish...........
well, i admit we are..........
The scary final test is coming and yet i didnt even touch the books........
I bet i will fail in my final test........
Im kinda scare........ =(
I will upload some pictures that we took in the park.......
But not now.....

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Darkened Sky

Ahem......
Today is kinda fun for me......
Actually, im supposed to reach siwei's house at 9.00.....
But i end up woke up at 8.45.....
Lerynne's mum was so good......
She took us for breakfast.....
after that, she fetched us to lerynne's house and studied.......
But i guess we end up playing too........
We took some pictures......
But siwei and lerynne havent transfer the pictures to their computer and send it to me.........
We are not camwhores okie?
And today raining again......
I dunno why, somehow my heart is uncomfortable when the sky cry.........
I wish tomoro wont rain anymore.........
Today is just like that......
Nothing really fun for today........
Wish the sky wont rain anymore......
I dont wanna be so down anymore..........
No mood to blog, so not much words today.....
Sorry........

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In The Dark

Could you ever imagine someone called you with some stupid names?
Or did anyone actually called you with that stupid name?
I DID...............
They're so rude to me........
I did try to ignore them but i just cant.........
Their annoying big mouths is making me mad........
What will you do if someone did called you?
Will you just slap them and kick their cock?
I cant, u know?
If i really did that, they will hate me........
I dont want anyone to hate me without reason.......
And that boy hates me without reason so he told everyone my nick name.....
Now, everyone started to spread out the news and called me with that freaking annoying name...
But too bad for them..........
Im not afraid of that name anymore......
I could just say i dont really give a damn..........
Sometimes, i was absolutely think positive......
I wish the raining day will stop......
I dont wish the sky cry......
It will be a very sad day for me ( i guess so? )
And today, i finally get to read my twilight
I waited for so long just to wait for today and today has finally came..........
Omg~~~~~~~~
I just cant stop reading it.........
Im totally addicted to it.........
But its Exam Seasons now......
My parents just stopped me from reading it.....
I dont bother..............
When i was eating my dinner, they started to nagging here and there......
I quickly popped my foods in my mouth and run away........
I dont want them to nag at me again.....
Dont you think adults nag at you is such an annoying stuff?
There's nothing special about today........
Im gonna continue on my Twilight......

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A Twilight Day

I watched twilight movie trailer..............

It was soooo awesome..........

I could just addicted to it whenever i heard my friends talking about the story..............

It was sooooo amazing............

How i wish i could read it now but i have to wait till tomorrow only can get that book........

Its about a vampire boy fell in love with a human girl.... ( i guess so? )

I love Edward and Bella............

They made a perfect couple..............

At first, i was sooo fun.........

I mean finding some trailer and some part of twilight to watch..........

But after that, my day suddenly become bored...............

So, i have nothing to do.............

I went to edit my blog and change the link......

After that, i feel that im dying.............

I have cold, coughing, sorethroat and fever........ =(

So suffering..................

Cud you ever just imagine that?????

I dont wish my day will always be like this..........

Its suck.............

Guys, let me warn you.........

Dont ever try that........

U will be like me..............

and you will regret............. ( jkjk )

Anyway, im addicted to Stay With Me ( Danity Kane )...............

That song was soooooo awesome...........

It suit Twilight too.............

Whoever didnt read twilight, u better read it.........

Or not..........

You will REGRET!!!!!!!!! ( jkjk )

It just a love story.........

I bet boys wont love it.........

But girls, they cud even cry........... XP



These are some of the pictures of Twilight i found in google →



Look at Edward eyes......
Its golden right???
Vampires eyes are always like that......... =P



Look at Bella......
She is sooo beautiful.......
Could u just imagine if she is your girlfriend?? ( jkjk )



Edward lips is sooo cold........ XD
I bet you know it la.............
heeeeeeeeee~~



They made a perfect couple........
Arent im right????? XD

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Rain Dropped

Last friday, me, siwei and lerynne went to cecilia's house.........

At first, we were suppost to study.....

but we end up playing..... XD

then suddenly cecilia told us jezzey is coming to her hs.........

i guess she was happy that day........

im happy for her too..... heeeeeeee~~

we went to the playground and played........

we were being childish there........

shout here, shout there........

These are some pictures of us being childish or camwhores XP →

Best Friends Foreva......... <3

Never Apart......... =)

Childish Us............. heeeeee~~

uh huh??? lerynne and me........ muax.....

Me and cecilia went to potong the picture........ ( i guess so? )

Us.......... dunno where cecilia went........

We were so wet that time...........

Nobody can separate us.......... <3

Am i arguing with cecilia or playing with her??? XP

Sweet Us............ I know wad u'r thinking, but we're not lesbian okie? XD

Four Hyper Girls Video →

There's one more video, go to siwei's blog.........

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