Stare At Me

Today, I went to skul as usual......
Nothing special happened........
Just a few things make me kinda sad and kinda piss........
She's my friend........
Just because she's not even in our group.......
She's mad at me...........
I dont get it........
So what if she's not even in our group??
She could be our Good Friend but not Best Friend........
But why she have to mad at me & make me feel so lonely during class?
Im not gonna be sad just because i lose her.........
She's not even important in my life........
But she's important in my friendship..........
Eventhough she's not in our group, maybe she could be our Good Friend werd.......
It was so weird that we didnt talked to each other today..........
Sometimes, i really wanna ask her........
Is she so happy to ignore me???
I feel like asking her but since she ignore me and mad at me......
Im not gonna ask her........
Today, my friend gave me his phone number......
I mean the boy i like.........
Well, if some strangers you dont know suddenly say hi to you....
Wont you feel weird????
Omg, i dont even dare to sms him........
I scare he will say i stalked him and bla bla bla and thinks im annoying......
I will be very very dead that time..............
Lerynne saw him today......
I hope i could see him too.......
Everytime also lerynne saw him wan.........
So unfair........ T.T
Hope cecilia wont kao him larh......
But i know she wont......
I trust her........ =)
He told my friend he wants to find me.........
I dont hope he will find me........
Cause i guess he will be VERY dissapointed when he saw me....
Arent im right???
I mean.....
Im not a pretty girl..........
And maybe i dont have the right to like someone like HIM? ( I guess so? )

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