#210 - What Can I Say?

WHAT CAN I SAY?
You're just too perfect being a friend to me! ;D

Im sorry, this might be too short but I seriously dont know where to start and where to stop.
Its like you guys are the bestest friends I've ever had and I love you all so much that I dont even know how to describe my feelings because its deep down in my heart.
Its not something someone can express with words.
Its just...
You know..
The feelings..
Thats all. XDD

YOU KNOW WE GONNA ALWAYS BE TOGETHER =)

True friendship consists not in the multitude of friends,

but in their worth and value.

#209 - Dedicated To Cecilia Ooi Shu Qing

I just want to say I love you.
Actually, i dont have much stuff to say about Cecilia.
Im unlike her.
I don't know how to sweettalk nor make someone feel really touch.
But from the bottom of my heart, I hope she can feel that I really love her as a best friend =)
She never fail to take a nice picture of me =P
She doesnt have much flaw.
Well, if she doesnt give me her screw-up face, she MIGHT BE perfect.
Well, I dont want her to make herself too over confidence =P
Ok, i was just joking about the screw-up-face part. =)
You'll always be my best friend till my very last breathe.
Always together! ;D



TOGETHER, US!
THE FOURSOME! =P
ALWAYS TOGETHER!
ok, I dont really know what im talking XD

I LOVE ALL OF YOU! =)

Each friend represents a world in us,

a world possibly not born until they arrive,

and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born

#208 - The Effect I Had On You

Should i feel happy or depress?
My sejarah got 37/50.
No A but the highest in the class.
Urghhh!!!!!!!!
WHY AM I SOO STUPID?!?
DAMN!
My math as well!
Damn it! I've really gotta work hard on it.
Or else, I dont think I can even get an A for PMR.
Gotta work hard.
But OF COURSE! ITS ALL BECAUSE OF CECILIA OOI SHU QING THAT MY SEJARAH SCORED well at least B xDD
YES!
YES!
YES!
GOTTA WORK HARD!!!!!

Its Better To Have Loved And Lost

Then To Have Never Loved At All.

#207 - Stuck With Each Other

Time passed so fast.
So fast that it made me scare.
Afraid that I might not even know how to appreciate a day.
Every day is a New Day =)
Time is like Wind.
It passed and never comes back anymore.
I really wish I could turn back the time.
I miss my childhood days =(
I missed it so much! *sigh*

I've just went to search about DBSK again.
I just couldn't leave them even a day =P
I had read their speeches during the 'Best Asia Star Award'

Junsu said, " Thank you. It's been a while. We are thankful to received such a big award. This award was not one we could have received from the efforts of only one member, the best efforts from all five members were needed to receive this award so it is more meaningful to us. We would like to thank all our fans in Asia for this award."

YooChun said , " This is the first time I've ever had such a big yearning to sing on a stage like this. I was able to get to such a place because I became a singer by meeting great members. Please give us your support. We will become a group who does not fall below your expectations."

JaeJoong said, " We are more happy because it was an award give to us by our fans across Asia. We would like to thank all our domestic and overseas fans who are watching this. I would like to tell two people who might be watching this that I love them. " *sob sob*

I could see through Jae's chest.
His heart was crying out loud when he made the speech, Im very sure.
After all, ChangMin and YunHo were his brother.
All five of them are like siblings!
Siblings that cannot be apart but SM ENTERTAINMENT made them.
They are missing the confidence, the smiles and the enthusiasm they usually have, they are tired, worn out and a bit sad.
They are tired of being tied by SM, no freedom, lost their priority of loving someone as well.
Please! I hope everyone supports DBSK to the end.
DBSK is the best group I've ever seen in South Korea.
May I say this, DBSK is the best group. I dont think there's any other group that can beat DBSK.
Well, Maybe some of you love Super Junior, SNSD (i love them too), SHINEE.
But always remember! DBSK is the first group which can actually touched fans' hearts.
Before Super Junior, SNSD and SHINEE, DBSK is the first group who tried their hardest to satisfy their fans expectations.
You have gotta admit that DBSK is the first.
My love for them is first to none ;D

IM DEFINITELY FOREVER DONG BANG SHIN KI! ;D

Life is like a mirror, we get the best results

when we smile at it.

THEREFORE, SMILE DBSK =)

#206 - I Decide It By My Own

Am I doing the right decision?
For forgiving someone who cursed my family?
Its like his sins are unforgivable.
Unforgivable Sins.
Do u think I did the right decision?
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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, DARLING CECILIA!

Haha! suprise?!?! XDD
I was soo happy to see your suprised-reactions.
It was like the world most funniest face I've ever seen XDD
I love you to bits! =)
It was a fun day to all of us =)

Wesley, John, Justin, Rynne, Wei and I
ARE THERE TO CELEBRATE HER BIRTHDAY =)

Voon and Qi Hong tak boleh datang =(((
Wesley~~ Lamb!!! HAHAHA! XDD

Ok.. Let's listen to our suprise story =P

First, we went to Rynne's house to get ready.
about 6.45, John, Justin and Wesley came.
They were talking with Rynne's mum downstairs.
Then Wei called me to tell me that they're coming.
I immediately hung up and asked the guys to go upstairs.
And when ceci arrived, me and Rynne left the guys at Mel's room and ran to Rynne's room.
We 4 had normal chats and suddenly, I told them I had to go toilet.
I quickly went into Mel's room as Rynne's and Mel's room are connected, somehow. XD
Damn that John!
Cant you see Im burning my own fingers?
And as a guy, you still didnt help me though -.-
I asked John to take the cake.
And when we went in Rynne's room quietly.
I beckoned Rynne about coming in before that.
And TADA! SUPRISE!! XDD



And the next day, we went to Genting! =P
With Voon and John.
Well, Qi Hong couldn't make it.
To ringkaskan the picture, Im gonna collage everything together XDD



It was indeed a fun day! =P
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I edit it.
Is it nice?? XDD

I LOVE THEM SOOO MUCH!!! XDD

The most important things are the hardest to say,

because words diminish them.

#205 - I'll Never Be The Same

AHHHH!
EXAM FINALLY OVER!!!! =P
But not PMR though =(

To me, Sejarah is the easiest.
And my favourite subject, Math... =(
Sigh.. It was like so freaking hard.
I dont know if i can score A or B.
At first, I aimed for 90 above but forget it.
Its damn hard =(
I have confidence I can score A for Sejarah =)

I love If We Ever Meet Again by Katy Perry & Timbaland =)
So nice!
You guys really have to listen to it =P
And IM GOING GENTING!
WITH THEM! XDD

And!
Im sorry but Im so gonna screw someone here.

DONT GIVE THOSE SHITS, NG. YOU'RE JUST A PIECE OF SHIT. YOU'RE AN EYESORE TO EVERYONE! FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE! Who do you think you are? My father?! SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GO FUCK YOURSELF FOR ALL I CARE! STOP INTERFERING MY LIFE! YOU DONT HAVE ANY RIGHT TO CONDEMN ME! get it? YOU FUCKTARD! IM GONNA SCREW YOUR LIFE UPSIDE DOWN IF I COULD! LISTEN, LET ME REPEAT ONE MORE TIME.

YOU ARE JUST A PIECE OF SHIT TO THE SOCIETY!
YOU POLLUTED THE WORLD WITH YOUR FUCKING SMELLY SHIT!
SO FUCK OFF!

YOU MADE ME SWORN AND CURSE.
I DIDNT MEAN TO CURSE ANYONE BUT YOU MADE ME.

Only people who thinks you're sweet likes you and fall for your shits! ( refering to someone. )
But I believe, one day, you're no longer a guy who can sweettalk to anyone anymore.
Im not cursing.
Just warning you not to talk too much about people.
Dont condemn people.
Dont curse them, especially THEIR FAMILY

Thats all!
Thanks =)

When you are in Love you can't fall asleep

because reality is better than your dreams