1st day Heart Broken-ing.............

Well, I heart broken again........
This time, i get hurt by a standard 6 boy..........
Sorry, i cant tell u who is he..........
Its hurt very much...............
Haiz.............
Im the one who make the decision and yet im the one who get hurt.............
What is the fucking problem with me????
I know i love him very much and i cant let go of him and why i have to make this decision????
And why cant he change his fucking altitude bcz of me????
He always say he love me................
But he cant change his altitude because of me.................
Its prove that he dont even like me........ Not even love...................
I always think..............
What can he do for me????
Say sweet stuff to the girls is done something very excellent for me????
Make my friendship sink is done something very amazing for me????
What he can do is just say' i love boobies or pussy or wadeva sexual stuff '.................
I want him to think.................
What he can do for me????
Say still have feelings for me....................
Say after i make the decision, wont go to trip...................
Why the god have to punish me using my love????
Is that fun playing ard with me????
I wan to try too.............
Maybe i always dump boys so the god want to punish me like this.....................
I dont want to think anything about this love................
Cuz its too suffering and i dont want to know.........................
Well............
I have to stop loving anyone..................
From now on, i have to care about my friendship and my studies.................
I dont have time to care abt my relationship.............
I dont care if my relationship is sinking or over liao..................
I have to be the happy girl again!!!!!!
I HAVE TO!!!!!!!!!!!!

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