About Him!

I dont know what to do now.............
He keep on asking me to love another guys....................
Is there anyone i can love beside him????
What is love to me????
Izzit just a game????
Is the god playing around with me????
It's so cruel to me.............
He did something that hurt me very badly.................
I love him, I need him and yet he hurt me so badly...........................
I dont know what i can do now..............
I get hurt soo soo soo soo soo soo soo badly now.................
I know he fell for my best friend so he give excuses that he is a sweet talker and dont suit me......
U know, Its the most cruel thing u could do it to a girl just to dump or ditch her......................
So, boys! Dont even use these words on girls u love.........................
It will hurt her so badly.....
Maybe she could even die bcz of you....................
Well, i guess i have to forget about him since he say he like c...............
i know its not a CHICKEN larh....................................
Always use her to make me jealous...................................
If like that, why dont just FUCK her????
Keep on fucking her larh...... Dont stop man.......................
Fuck her fuck until go hospital larh, YOU BASTARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do he have to do that to me????
And do she have to do that to me????
Flirting with the boy i love????
If she didnt told him she jealous, he wouldn't have promise her that!!!!!!!!!
What is the fucking problem with you, FUCKING BITCH??????????????????????????
U know i love him very much and yet u want him to promise you that..............................
I cant believe that i have such a best friend like HER!!!!!
I cant believe that he promise her that....................
I cant believe the god present me with this type of friend..................
I cant believe she make him say those stuff.........................
I CANT BELIEVE MY EYES........ WHAT I SAW IS ACTUALLY REAL....................
IT'S TOO LATE TO APOLOGIZE, FUCKING BITCH!!!!!!
I WONT FORGIVE YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE...................
EVEN UNTIL THE DAY I DIE, I WILL STILL CURSING YOU!!!!!!!!!
ALL THE BOYS I LIKE, U HAVE TO KNOW THEM................
DO U THINK U'R SO CLEVER OR PRETTY?????????????
DREAM ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u'r not a pretty girl at all..................
u'r just an ordinary girl......................
I dont know why i have to be so cruel and mean...........
Izzit because of he and she????
WHY YOU 2 HAVE TO DO THAT TO ME????
WHY???????????????????????
I just wanna know why????
Why he have to do that to me????
I know he dont wanna hear or know anything.................
But i dont want to........................
If his answer is not what i want, i guess maybe i will cry like shit......................
Everybody ask me whether he is my bf...................
I have to say no because it's true that he is not mine................
I have no right to control him...................
But....................
If he really like her.................
Cant he just tell me that he like her??????
What is the fucking problem with me????
Why i have to sad just because of him????
I tried to cut myself but its useless...........
Even i cut myself...................
It wont heal my heart......................
Nobody could!!!!!!!!!!

GOD, PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO..................... PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!
I dont know what should i do now.......
Cry????
Die????
Cut myself????
Sad Foreva????
Dont talk to him????
Forgive my best friend????
Always emo????

Im sick of knowing all those...............................
I dont wanna know anything about my love.....................
I dont wanna find another guy anymore....................
I want to study but i cant......................
Izzit bcz he cant get out of my mind????
Im not gonna give up so easily!!!!!!!!!!
And i wont forgive her too..........................
She hurt me too badly..............

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