2nd day Heart Broken-ing........

He apologized to me..............
I dunwan to accept his apologize.................
I know if i accept his apologize and forgive him.........
I will be more suffering.............
Cuz if he have new gf.............
He will definitely tell me...............
I dunwan to know anything abt him anymore............
I already heart broken.............
Nobody can heal my heart..............
I have to fix it............
But i dun know how to................
I dunwan to stop talking abt him here...........
Bcz if i stop talking abt him...............
I have to keep it in my heart................
I cant say it out............
And i will be more suffering and cry.....................
i..........
I really wanna cry..........
And kill myself........................
Im so stupid................
Bcz i can even cry bcz of him.................
I seldom cry bcz of boys..........
I mean i didnt cry bcz of boys b4.................
And yet he is the 1st person who hurt me so badly n make me so sad................
I..........................................
I still havent give up yet..............
Bcz i dunwan to.............
I still love him very much.............
I cant force myself not to love me bcz i know it will be very suffering for me.....................
Anyone can help me????
Advice me????
Help me to heal my heart????
I have many problem.............
Everyone does................. i know...........
My friendship is sinking..............
My love has over.............
My studies is very poor now................
All the problem comes in the same time....................
What should i do????
WHAT SHOULD I DO????????

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