It Kills Me Inside

Yesh!!!!!!!!!!

School finally gonna reopen, huh?

Im waiting this for so long

Uh, hello??

Its not like i love to go to school, i just dont wanna stay at home like a dead people -.-

I will die if i stay at home any longer now T.T

Hmmmm.....................

Im getting fatter day by day

Urghhh!!!!!!!!!!

Shoot!!!!!

I feel like killing my sister RIGHT NOW!!!!!

She's totally pissing me off!!!!!!!!!!

And im not gonna say any words about her...... ( hmph!!!!!!!!!! -.- )

Bla bla bla.....

This is all for today

What a boring day -.-"

Good Bye~~~~~

Lu la la la la

bluek! XD

~ End Blogging ~

What A Shame!

First of all, Im chlling down myself ( I mean about the xiah junsu's news, Its sucks and its none of my business anyway )

Okie, I forgotten what im planning to tell you guys

SHOOT! -.-

Hmm.......................

MERRY CHRISTMAS coming? ( Shud i sing LAST CHRISTMAS? XD )

Alright, I remember

Okie, How do you feel when your mum wants you to wear YOUR SISTER'S CLOTHES for new year?

Its kinda ridiculous for me to do it but I HAVE TO ( you know, sometimes, your mother nagging at you and you felt very irritating. After all, its your mum. Your couldnt say she's annoying right? So, i shud keep my mouth shut and ask her to continue her words.-.- )

What about buying your favourite clothes USING YOUR OWN MONEY?

Hmmm...........

It will be better though ( ahem.... What am i actually talking now? o.O )

Bla bla bla

I havent get a handphone YET

Everyone having their handphones now

I have to use my mum's handphone to contact/sms my friends

NO PRIVACY -.-

Isnt it humiliate for you to take your sister's handphone and tell everyone ITS NOT A NEW PHONE, ITS JUST MY SISTER'S HANDPHONE

I mean duhh~~ Of course its a shame............

And

OMG....... I bought a new bag XD

Its Tropicana Life that costs 42.90 ( Plus, they HAVE discount )

I just cant believe my mum actually ask me to USE MY OWN MONEY FOR MY SCHOOL BAG

But still, i ask her to present me this bag for.......... ermm..... Nothing? =P

OMG............... * Almost faint *

Its sooo exaggerate

Urghhhhhh..............

A NEW YEAR COMING......

I have to start a new life AGAIN!

Or maybe i shud move on and act normal like nothing happened in school? ( I cant do that )

I mean many things happened this year

What do you think next year will be?

Even worst or even better? ( I rather choose Even better. Everybody do )

I just have to shut my fucking mouth and study hard for next year -.- * walks away *

Anyway, you wont understand what im talking about ( nobody could -.- )

~ End Blogging ~

Birthday

Today is my bday
Its not important but for me, Its really important
I always have a dream
But i dont know will my dream comes true? ( Secret =P )
I really love siwei, cecilia, lerynne, xiaoyan, peiming and my other friends
They treated me so good and makes me happy whenever im sad
Im so glad that i have friends like THEM
Eventhough xiaoyan & peiming didnt celebrate with me
But at least they did wished me happy birthday to me
Its enough for me, I dont need any present ( Because i have everything i want now =D )
Im really happy today because siwei, cecilia and lerynne celebrated with me XD
Btw, my mum and my dad didnt wish me HAPPY BIRTHDAY T.T
Kinda many ppl wished me happy birthday ~

Su Yin
Su Lin
Siwei
Cecilia
Lerynne
Der Cherng
Claire
Shaun
Xiongwei
Cecilia ( Jez's pet sister? )
Joanne
Sin Ying ( My cousin )
Shihui
Rebecca
Peiming
Hann Jian
Ian Li

OTHERS ( cant remember )
At first, we went to cecilia's house and baked cake
OMG......
Lerynne was so pro in baking cake
She suppose to make the butter and sugar more fluffy
But me and lerynne keep on playing
We're actually messing up cecilia's house XD
So, after baking that CHOCOLATES CAKE
We ate McD
Well, after that ( YOU WILL NOT WANT TO KNOW WAD WE DID XD )
We watched ghost movie And we were shouting none stop
Actually, that ghost movie was not THAT scary XP
We actually ate steamboat AT HER HOUSE
Its fun =D
Today is a MEMORABLE DAY for me,
I will never forget =D
Btw, we watched Mamma Mia! & Enchanted XD

~ End Blogging ~

My Lucky Star

Hmmm...........

I've been bz lately so seldom blog now

Guess what im bz-ing? XP ( Im bz-ing watching my fav drama and reading comic )

Hmmm.........

There's nothing to say about

All i could do is just stay at home and watch dramas, thats all!

I've became a lazy pig at home( i always sleep, eat, play comp, watch tv, lying on the bed reading comic books )

Once i lying down on the bed, after 3 hours only i get up ( Between, im getting fat now T.T )

I mean my weight was medium la..... ( okie okie only )

And i keep on eating chocolates none stop ( OMG.... Imagine how fat la please XD )

I have to keep fit AGAIN!

Anyway, talking about this is wasting my time

I just blog it since i have nothing to do here XP

MY BDAY ~ 4 more days to go.....

Its awesome, i cant wait XD

~ End Blogging ~

Tagged by Joyce

Rules:
*this tag is only for girls, no boys!
*be honest *it must be true
*there must be only one answer, unless there is a "more than 1 answer"
*must tag 10 peeps
*no tagging back Tags: Jezzey, Siwei, Xiongwei, Xiaoyan, Peiming, Hannjian, Madeleine, Joanne, Benji, Chunlim

Now start this short tag!

Personal ...

What is your favourite colour?
Pink, Light Purple, Sky Blue & White

What is your favourite food?
McD

What is your favourite drink?
Coke, Pepsi Twice ETC

Guys ...

What kind of guy do u prefer?* more than 1 answer
1. Piercing
2. Cute?
3. Hot?
4. Kinda gangster
5. Kinda lala
6. Leng Zai
7. Must be very loyal to me
8. Protect me whenever im in danger?

That's my type, but i'll never find it. T.T

How do you want your crush to confess to you?*more than 1
I rather them not to confess to me...... Currently, nobody like me -.-

What do you want your boyfriend to give during Valentine's Day?
COUPLE RINGS is what i always waited?

Promise

I went to 1u ( i think its bored if u were shopping without ur friends


I went to McD for lunch but im kinda piss after that


There's a girl who talked bad about the me ( I dont know who hell is she and what's her fucking problem )


She's a BIG FAT PIG, SHORT, A FAT LEG & she's not pretty at all!


I didnt say i dont like this type of girls ( Its that if they knew that so fat and ugly, still wanna talked bad about ppl )


I dont think they have the right to do that ( plus, that's rude )


I know im not suppose to call her big fat pig cause its rude ( but its sooooo true la okie? )


Of course i admitted that im not as pretty as cecilia or whoever ( I mean im not even counted as pretty )


Im not a perasan girl la please ( Only some girls think they are pretty when they're not XP * jkjk * )


My mum always teachs me that we have to TAHAN? ( I cant do it. I mean no one can except for her la please )


Tomorrow, im going Genting Highlands ( I dont think thats fun. You will bored to death there )


But I really love the weather there ( Its so cold. Cold places suit for me XP )


I went to my mum's friend's new banglo house ( Maybe thats counted as banglo? )


That house really big like heaven ( There's 5 rooms upstair and about 5 or 6 toilets )


And i really love the house design ( The designer really good XD )


Hmmm.............


Anyway, i took some pictures of the sky ( But i cant take the moon pictures T.T )

11 DAYS MORE TO GO!!!!!!!! XP

First Love

Im so bored at home these days

Im really bored to death

Wish i cud die now ( I dont really feel like dying though XD )

So, i cleaned the whole house ( I dont wanna be house wife next time T.T jkjk la XP )

I cleared all my exercise books ( Impossible i will throw it away, my mum will kill me if i did that )

My mum started to nagging

Example for ' u ar!!!!! bought so many exercise books somemore dont wanna study ' ETC

But somehow i wish my mum cud scold me more because im used to it

And once she didnt scold me, i will feel very very very weird

So, i rather she scold me than quiet XD ( not too loud and too fierce =P )

I thought kah kent wont disturb me anymore ( Im not so bad la, i still treated him as my friend )

But he did sms me SOMETIMES ( once in a year -.- )

Today, i did took some photos of the sky ( but its not as nice as yesterday T.T )

Reaching For You

Today, I went to badminton court with cecilia, siwei, jezzey, shaun, jaspreet, dylan su & jit haw

Its kinda bored at first

Cause 12 - 2 was jezzey and shaun, then 2 - 4 was dylan su, jaspreet & jit haw

And WE GIRLS are suffering

But after we rested for the first game, we rested till can play HIDE & SEEK

Its kinda childish though

But its kinda fun cause the badminton court was empty beside US ( siwei, cecilia, jezzey, shaun & me - Dylan su, jit haw and jaspreet wasnt here yet )

So, we went to 7E, ate hot cup? ( Dont understand why cecilia dont let jezzey eat hot cup? )

And we continued our games ( no wonder my stomach was pained just now T.T )

After our game, we went to SECRET RECIPE ( guess how much it cost XD )

So, we went to playground for quite long

And we were playing

We saw Adrian Tang ( Just know his name, didnt stalk him XP )

And i have a really really BIG TROUBLE to solve now and all because of cecilia

Right, what a great case for me to solve

I just took some pictures of the sky XD ( love it so damn much )

U will love it so much if u were there

13 DAYS TO GO~~~~~~

~ End Blogging ~

Always There

Oh gosh
Im gonna die in house NOW Its killing me T.T
Im actually forgotten to take my sky photo T.T

Wish i could die now

ARHHHHHH~~~~~

Mummy, let me go out larh!!!!!! T.T

Weeeeee~

tomoro going badminton?

i guess so? XP

Okie~~

Im so bored and im actually being a CAMWHORE~ T.T

Dont kill me guys~~~~ T.T

Wish cecilia will be around when my bday arrive =(

She going back to hometown

Cant celebrate with her liao

14 DAYS TO GO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

MY BDAY~~~~

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!! XP

WEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~

~ End Blogging ~

The Sky

Hmmm...............

Today was a sucks day for me

I really cant imagine how bored i was

Today, i added too many boys in my contact lists

I added for fun actually

So, 2 of them accepted my buddy request

1 of them was playing around with me

Another 1 said will be online in the night

Its kinda bored and not fun at all

Today, i captured a photo of the sky

Isnt it great?

hahahahahha

Im so happy when im capturing this photo

heeeee~

I will take again TOMORO XD

Anyway, im totally crazy of DBSK

They're sooooo famous and cute

They're so adorable

LOL

Espeacially XIAH JUNSU

Nothing to blog about....

~ End Blogging ~

Ridiculous?

Dont know since when i started to love SKY sooooo much
Whenever i look up onto the sky, i will surely smile.....

When rainy day, you're crying me
When sunset, you're embarresing
When you'r blue, you're looking down at me
Night, you're warmly hugging me

I love you so much...
Dont know when will i find my true love?
I always wanna meet my true love

Love him
Care him
Hug him
Comfort him when he's sad

No matter what, i will still love the blue sky....
It wont change...

P/S : I love SNOW too... XD

Im Sorry, I Love You

What is the fucking problem with ME?!?!?!?!?!?!

I mean why am i angry at myself?

Why am i crying all the times?

Why cant i just be normal as usual?

I shud give up werd

I ALREADY gave up

And why am i still so sad and angry?

I hate MYSELF so much!!!

I feel like KILLING myself!!!!!!

Why cant i just DISSAPEAR in this world?

Why my life have to be so emo when i dont even want myself to be?!?!?!?

Is this what i get?

If i know it will happen, i wouldnt have borned!!!!!

Im very thankful that God give me a chance to look at this wonderful world

But its not what i want

This world gives me suffer, pain, tears but not joy

why cant i just be myself?

Why i have to use ACT?

Why is my tears keep on rolling down?

There's so many questions in my heart

I hope someone cud gives me all the answer

My sadness are more than my happiness

My ******** is killing me!!!!

FUCK!!!!!!

I shouldnt be like that....

I shud be back MYSELF

Yea, be back myself

Oh Gosh

Im gonna go crazy anytime

Im gonna bust anytime

IM SO SELFISH!!!!

~ End Blogging ~

Spirit Of Love

Today, i went to badminton with siwei, cecilia, dc, shaun, jezzey, claire and yee lee
And i saw Kah Kent by accident
Well, cecilia is the one who saw him first........
What cud i say?
AND cecilia told me that jezzey kissed her cheek
So what?
I mean i dont give a fucking damn about it okie?!?!?!?!?!
But why do i care so much?
Maybe he's my ex so i kinda jealous but impossible werd.......
I hate him so much.....
I mean i dont really like his pervert attitude.....
And i lost my dignity bcz of him?
Omg.....
I cant really believe it......
And jezzey told me that HE ( another boy ) still like me?
Jez say he loves me like crazy? ( i dont think so )
I dont really believe it
I cant even believe or serious to love now
Maybe i can say that i dont have the mood to start a new relationship anymore

~ End Blogging ~

Tagged by Madeleine

Instructions:Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italicize the statements that you wish were true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
-------------------------------------------------------------

I’m 170cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
He drives.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.

I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tatoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I'm studying fashion.
I have a business running.

I hate cartoons.

I hate someone.
I have 10 Guess handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.

My parents don't know about my blog.

I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.

My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.

I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I’m starting to like wearing dresses.

I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.

I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.

One Utama is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last.

I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs.

I still have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m hot.
I’m a sinner.
I’ve got a DS light.
I have a Wii.
I can live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.

I know how to cook.

I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate Math.

I love horror films.

I’m happy with what I have.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.

My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Apple Juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.

I’ve got a new phone.

I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.

I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.

I think I’m fat.

I love my friends and family

Stab

1. hann jian

2. benji

3.xiao yan

4. pei ming

5. xiong wei

Benji's Tagged

1. Who are you?
A girl who love hyper places? XD

2. Who is more important to you?
My family......

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
hmmm.................... 3 months once?

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
No...

5. How many babies you want?
I dont think so far..... XD

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes, i always believe

7. What is your goal for this year?
Errr.............. A handphone?

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
No.....

9. What's a perfect boyfriend like to you?
Rich, Good Looking, Loyal, Protect Me ETC

10. What feeling do you love most?
Hyper.....

11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
Dont Know?

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people you hate ?
I HATE YOU!

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
No, i always play.... XD

14. What does flying means to you- In a plane?
Dont Know?

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
Errr???

16. Who's hotter?Chace Crawford or Kevin Peake?
I Dont Know?

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
Friendly, Nice, Love Chocolates? ETC

18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
Errrrr................... fell for a good guy who will protect me?

19. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
Primary School......

20. What are your fear(s)?
When my mum nag at me.....
When my friends piss at me.....
When the boy i like reject me.....
When my boyfriend decide to break up with me... ( but i know its ridiculous XD )

AND OTHER TAG :Rules and Regulations:
1. . Each player writes a little blog of 15 weird or little known facts about yourself.
2. People who gets tagged needs to state the rule clearly before hand.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to tag and write their names down.
4. No Tags back!!!!

Im suann
I love to hyper
I easily cry
I easily blush?
I need my friends to comfort me whenever i cry
Im addicted to computer
I love cold stuff... example : ice-cream, cold coke, cold water ETC
I hate ppl calling me BITCH
I hate ppl who steal everything away from me
I hate pervert boys/girls
I hate ppl who discuss something that involve with sexual with me....
I dont really like my family
I always Kap Zai?
I love to eat ICES
I hate being alone in the dark

Peoples who i wanna tag ~
1. Siwei
2. Hann Jian
3. Madeleine
4. Lerynne
5. Pei Ming
6. Xiao Yan
7. Xiong Wei
8. Yan Er
9. Der Cherng
10. Michelle


~ End Tagging ~

Perish In The Name Of Love

Im kinda piss today though

I went to 1u

Cant do anything there and could just walk around

Kap Zai? I dont think so?

I told my mum i wanna buy a handphone

Im already 13 years old....

Couldnt i just have my own phone and privacy?

Always use her handphone then kena scolded by NOTHING~~~

Dont you think its too mean to me?

I always wish to have my own handphone....

My elder sister always buy phone

My mum just nag at her sometimes........

Im the worst

I always kena nag by mum.....

Sometimes, when my elder sister kena scold, she will pull me down in the water again.....

Im just a problem child to her after all

I know she wish she didnt give birth me.....

I know everything of what she's thinking when i saw her face!

How i wish i could just go oversea to study so i couldnt always kena she scold until so cham

When we're having dinner with my cousins........

She asked my elder sisters and she didnt even ask what i wanna eat

Then when my elder sister ask me what i wanna eat

My mum just answer her ' aiya, she dont feel like eating wan la.... '

She dont even know me well

She dont know what i wanna eat

She dont know what is my favourites

She always says she's a good mother

She tot she fetched us to skul and scolded us is a mother who shud do that

Actually, she's totally out the topics......

Being a mother, you shud be like hor ma - Moonlight Resonance

Understand what their children want

Know well their children

When their children cries, know how to comfort them

Whenever their children made mistakes, just advice them but not using scold

Scold couldnt help the children

Even hit the children couldnt help either

But my mum was totally diff

When i cry, she couldnt comfort me

She will scold me more and more and more

Is this what a mother shud do?

Im not complaining about her

Im just too dissapointed in her

Okie, im very thankful that whenever i wanna go out, she didnt force me not to go

At least i have a mother like HER

Im very thankful to the god that my mum is a open minded women

Maybe to others, she's not totally the best in the world

But to me, i couldnt comment about this.........

My mum always bought stuffs for my 2 sisters but not for me

Its hurt me so much

She even said im a ugly girl

Being a mother, if she knows her daughter is ugly, she shud at least support her but not insult her...

Look at hor ma - Moonlight Resonance

Ah Wing - Moonlight Resonance ( Fala Chen ) is a girl who couldnt speak, hor ma didnt even insult her.... i know hor ma is supporting her whenever ah wing needs her.....

Whenever i need my mum, she just couldnt comfort me....

I will have to find my friends and tell then my problem.........

I just couldnt believe that she insulted me......

She always said im ugly and said my 2 sisters are very pretty....

What the hell is this man?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!

I dont even wanna continue blogging about this.....

She dont know how much i hurted and she dont know im force to hide my tears behind her so she couldnt see that im crying T.T

~ End Blogging ~

Shocked?

Uh huh?

Today was a great day for me.... ( i guess so? )


I went to Red Box with cecilia, lerynne and siwei......


But too bad, xiaoyan didnt came.....

I guess she have something to do and cant make it........

And when i was having dinner at subang......

Guess who i met?

Kylthur~~~~~ ( One of my classmates )

This is how BESTIES took their pictures in Dream World

→

Fate?

Hmmm.............

How should i start first?

Xiaoyan was actually talking about her bf's stuff

And i dont know how it turn to her bf's best friend

I know his name but please dont ask me to say it out XD

Xiaoyan told that he is kinda handsome, spiky hair, was a gangster, loyal to his relationship and bla bla bla

Well, can i say im kinda interested in him but im not gonna let one of my best friend knows about that =P

I wanna know who is that person

And the most unbelievable thing is.......

HIS EX-GF WAS ACTUALLY A

MALAY GIRL!!!!!!!!

Could you believe that?

I mean he was a chinese....

How will he likes a malay girl???

Its weird.....

And he was very loyal to THAT malay girl.....

But at the end, the malay girl betrayed him......

It will be very hurt..... T.T

Test finally over....

Its great!

I can relax now....

Muahahahahahahaha~~

Well, so much for today XD

~ End Blogging ~

I Dont Wanna Know What Its Like Without You

Well, what cud i say???
I didnt blog for quite long bcz im kinda bz these days.....
I dont know im bz doing what.... XD
Im still thinking of something........
I guess i stalked the wrong boy??? =P
The boy i like suddenly confessed to me on last friday night........
Actually, siwei is the first person who know that he likes me........
Siwei asked him whether he have feelings for me???
He didnt denied...........
When siwei told me, i was like ' WTF?!?!?!?! He likes me??? Omfg!!!!!..... Impossible ... ' * speechless *
Finally, that day he confessed to me and asked me whether can be together.........
He gives me 5 days to think about it........
And im planning to.........

REJECT HIM~~~

Because of some reasons.............
Well, cecilia & lerynne said wanna kao him........
Kao then kao lo.....
Like i give a fucking damn???
After all, im the one who stalked him first werd........... XD
If cecilia dare to kao mine, i will kao her's too.........
Muahahahaha..................... jkjk la..............
Lol..........
Im not really interesting in relationship now........
Somehows, i think siwei is so happy without a relationship......
Maybe i cud be like her??? =P
I wont be blogging until November 6th
November 6th is the last day for my test........ =D

Someone help me, please
I dont know how to reject him
I dont wanna hurt him T.T

~ End Blogging ~

Frozen

Omg..............
I was so mad at the girl........
She's totally making me mad..........
That stupid girl........
I did nothing wrong.......
I was just talking to my friends at the canteen then suddenly she come to my table and scolded me.......
Walao........
I was like ' WTF is her problem?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! suddenly scold ppl.......... '
Then when she scolded finish adi........
I scolded bad words at the back of her......
Her friends saw it and she told her........
Then she came to my table and talk craps again........
Say wad wanna whack me or bla bla bla........
I was like ' huh???? what is she talking about????? '
Then i asked lerynne, everyone said they dont know........
Then i started to be VERY VERY VERY mad......
And keep on staring at her.............
How i wish i could slap her and kick her pussy...........
That stupid bitch..............
At the end, i mad until cried.........
Cause i really beh tahan.............
Plus, my friendship have some problems.........
Then after skul, my best friend said she forgive me........
I was so happy..........
I sms him today........
I ask him did he went to canteen today?
He said yes with some unwilling words...... ( i guess so )
I scared he angry.......
He asked me to call him........
But my mummy's phone credit almost finish...........
So, i cant call him........
He suddenly asked me where i live........
I was like ' OMG..... he ask this FOR WHAT?!?!??!?!?! '
Then i asked some of my friends about it......
They replied its normal worh..............
And he knows me liao.........
He found me.............
SHIT, I HOPE HE DONT FEEL DISSAPOINTED.........
haiz..............
Today is the most unlucky day for me......
I just cant believe that stupid bitch scolded me.....
somemore say wanna whack me.........
Diu gao her larh........
Dont think she's smart.........
Actually, she have pig brain, u know?
Pig very smart meh?????? XD
Well, so much for today...........
I still have to wait for my test to finish...........
I wanna go out........
Heeeeeeeeee~~~

~ End Blogging ~

Stare At Me

Today, I went to skul as usual......
Nothing special happened........
Just a few things make me kinda sad and kinda piss........
She's my friend........
Just because she's not even in our group.......
She's mad at me...........
I dont get it........
So what if she's not even in our group??
She could be our Good Friend but not Best Friend........
But why she have to mad at me & make me feel so lonely during class?
Im not gonna be sad just because i lose her.........
She's not even important in my life........
But she's important in my friendship..........
Eventhough she's not in our group, maybe she could be our Good Friend werd.......
It was so weird that we didnt talked to each other today..........
Sometimes, i really wanna ask her........
Is she so happy to ignore me???
I feel like asking her but since she ignore me and mad at me......
Im not gonna ask her........
Today, my friend gave me his phone number......
I mean the boy i like.........
Well, if some strangers you dont know suddenly say hi to you....
Wont you feel weird????
Omg, i dont even dare to sms him........
I scare he will say i stalked him and bla bla bla and thinks im annoying......
I will be very very dead that time..............
Lerynne saw him today......
I hope i could see him too.......
Everytime also lerynne saw him wan.........
So unfair........ T.T
Hope cecilia wont kao him larh......
But i know she wont......
I trust her........ =)
He told my friend he wants to find me.........
I dont hope he will find me........
Cause i guess he will be VERY dissapointed when he saw me....
Arent im right???
I mean.....
Im not a pretty girl..........
And maybe i dont have the right to like someone like HIM? ( I guess so? )

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Reach Out For The Sky

well, where shud i start first????
Today is a bored day for me.....
And i bet tomoro will be the same too.........
Today is nothing special so my post might be short.........
What will you think when you'r bored????
Annoy people??
One of my form 3 boy punya friend..............
He told my friend im annoying......
And my friend came to tell me.....
I was like ' oh okie...... '
but i dont bother about that cuz i dont really like him as a friend......
he was so rude to me....
i mean he was so LCLY to me......
And he is not friendly too......
My friend told me he is dangerous.....
He's not only dangerous, he's LCLY and unfriendly.........
And HE'S NOT EVEN A CUP OF MY TEA lah, okie???
But i asked my friend whether am i annoying......
He said sometimes........
I was like ' OMG!!!!!!!!!! I cant believe im THAT annoying!!!!!!!!!! '
Eventhough im kinda sad & kinda piss..........
But i dont angry my friend......
Maybe its true.............
Its true that im annoying......... XD
But my friend told me something........
He said that day the boy i like called me sohem........
Actually he was just kidding.....
He didnt mean to called me that..........
And my friend told him i cried but i dont cry bcz of this little matter larh......
So, he was like feel so sorry and regret.........
And he always asked my friend whether i came to skul today?
When i heard it, i dont know if im happy.........
I guess im happy though.........
Well, i dont think he wanna knows me after all...........
Today rain??
I dont think so.........
I cant remember.........
I didnt notice if the sky is crying............
Im busy doing my revision and some craps........
And after that, my mum started to talked craps again.........
Just imagine when adults nagged at you about 1 or 2 hours...........
Omg, i just cant believe that..........
I rather listen some songs.............
( Stay With Me - Danity Kane ) seems to be pretty popular now............. XP
Danity Kane sings a song name Damaged......
I dont really like that song.........
Or maybe it doesnt suit me.......... =)
Im talking craps now............. haha
Oh yea, one more thing..........
Today, i chatted with my primary friend...............
Guess wad she told me??
She have a french kiss with her bf!!!!!!!!
Omg...........
She is just 13 years old and yet her first kiss already taken...............
OMG.................. I just cant believe that.............
But to everyone, its normal larh...............
I dont know why am i so shock.......... haha
Well, so much for today............. =)

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Hard To Believe

Today, i went to IKEA........
My sis & I went to popular book shop......
I saw a girl wores mini skirt & a ugly purple jacket......
She was with her brother......
I just cant describe how ' UGLY ' they are.............
The most unbelievable thing is.....
SHE TALKED BAD ABOUT ME........
Could you just imagine that happen on you whenever you dont even know that person????
Omg, I was so damn piss off...............
She called a stranger girl ( chicken backside ).....
And that girl will not be me, of course..........
I was like ' well..... wad a rude girl........ i bet her mum didnt teach her so that is why she was so rude to everyone nowadays ( i guess? )........ '
And today is just a bored day for me..............
Actually, i could just stay at home and watch TV or do my revision but........
But i still prefer go to IKEA...................
Evening, I was so hungry......
I opened my fridge, i saw something......
Its just a small meal.....
I was like ' well............. So much for a small little meal, huh?'
Its so unfair............
Isnt my day bored????
Well, it is........
So, guys......
Dont make your day so bored like mine.......
You will bored to death...........
I called cecilia and study with her ON THE PHONE..............
Its not weird at all.....
Its fun after all.........
Today is the last day for PMR.........
Well..........
I envy form 3 students now......
They could play and hang out with friends, not like me........
I cant.........
Because test is around the corner...........
And yet, im still blogging and online-ing..............
So much for today...............

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The Pictures ~ October 16th ( Today )

We took this pictures at the park near cecilia's house →



Ann & Siwei




Up to Down ~ Ann, Lerynne, Siwei & Cecilia



I love this picture...... =D



Left to Right ~ Ann, Lerynne, Siwei & Cecilia



I guess you know who is who adi larh...... Well, its kinda hot down there and me & lerynne almost fell..... XD



Red Ann & Red Siwei..... haha! XD



Lerynne & Ann




Love Them so much......... XD



Love Them..........



I dont really know where im looking at........ XD

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The Pictures ~ October 15th

These are the pictures that we were being camwhores →

Siwei & Lerynne but i went to potong..... XD

Our study time...... T.T

Lerynne, Siwei & Ann

Lerynne & Siwei

Siwei & Ann love combined...... nice lerh.... ( jkjk )

Cecilia & Ann

Best Friends Foreva!

Lerynne's parents bring us to kepong just to eat this yummy ice-cream..... XD

U can see how high we were on our way back to cecilia's house...... =D

Siwei in cecilia baju kurung.... She quite suit in the baju kurung right? But i went to potong the pic...

Just imagine how high we were...... XD

Lerynne was eating her ice-cream while day dreaming of SOMEONE! ( jkjk )

When we reached the ice-cream shop..... Cecilia & Siwei said wanna go toilet... So, lerynne's mum brought them to the toilet...... Me & Lerynne waited for so long..... At the end, guess wad? They took this pic at the toilet.... guess wad?? Its SHIT COLOUR!!!!!!!!! XD

We were chatting here and there about someone i like and being camwhores.... XD

We took this on the last minute...............

We took this at cecilia's house..... so sad, lerynne not there..... T.T

Lerynne & Ann

Emo Cecilia...... Me & Siwei dont really know what's wrong with her........ Lol

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