Thursday, November 20, 2008

Im Sorry, I Love You

What is the fucking problem with ME?!?!?!?!?!?!
I mean why am i angry at myself?
Why am i crying all the times?
Why cant i just be normal as usual?
I shud give up werd
I ALREADY gave up
And why am i still so sad and angry?
I hate MYSELF so much!!!
I feel like KILLING myself!!!!!!
Why cant i just DISSAPEAR in this world?
Why my life have to be so emo when i dont even want myself to be?!?!?!?
Is this what i get?
If i know it will happen, i wouldnt have borned!!!!!
Im very thankful that God give me a chance to look at this wonderful world
But its not what i want
This world gives me suffer, pain, tears but not joy
why cant i just be myself?
Why i have to use ACT?
Why is my tears keep on rolling down?
There's so many questions in my heart
I hope someone cud gives me all the answer
My sadness are more than my happiness
My ******** is killing me!!!!
FUCK!!!!!!
I shouldnt be like that....
I shud be back MYSELF
Yea, be back myself
Oh Gosh
Im gonna go crazy anytime
Im gonna bust anytime
IM SO SELFISH!!!!
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