Spirit Of Love

Today, i went to badminton with siwei, cecilia, dc, shaun, jezzey, claire and yee lee
And i saw Kah Kent by accident
Well, cecilia is the one who saw him first........
What cud i say?
AND cecilia told me that jezzey kissed her cheek
So what?
I mean i dont give a fucking damn about it okie?!?!?!?!?!
But why do i care so much?
Maybe he's my ex so i kinda jealous but impossible werd.......
I hate him so much.....
I mean i dont really like his pervert attitude.....
And i lost my dignity bcz of him?
Omg.....
I cant really believe it......
And jezzey told me that HE ( another boy ) still like me?
Jez say he loves me like crazy? ( i dont think so )
I dont really believe it
I cant even believe or serious to love now
Maybe i can say that i dont have the mood to start a new relationship anymore

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