Perish In The Name Of Love

Im kinda piss today though

I went to 1u

Cant do anything there and could just walk around

Kap Zai? I dont think so?

I told my mum i wanna buy a handphone

Im already 13 years old....

Couldnt i just have my own phone and privacy?

Always use her handphone then kena scolded by NOTHING~~~

Dont you think its too mean to me?

I always wish to have my own handphone....

My elder sister always buy phone

My mum just nag at her sometimes........

Im the worst

I always kena nag by mum.....

Sometimes, when my elder sister kena scold, she will pull me down in the water again.....

Im just a problem child to her after all

I know she wish she didnt give birth me.....

I know everything of what she's thinking when i saw her face!

How i wish i could just go oversea to study so i couldnt always kena she scold until so cham

When we're having dinner with my cousins........

She asked my elder sisters and she didnt even ask what i wanna eat

Then when my elder sister ask me what i wanna eat

My mum just answer her ' aiya, she dont feel like eating wan la.... '

She dont even know me well

She dont know what i wanna eat

She dont know what is my favourites

She always says she's a good mother

She tot she fetched us to skul and scolded us is a mother who shud do that

Actually, she's totally out the topics......

Being a mother, you shud be like hor ma - Moonlight Resonance

Understand what their children want

Know well their children

When their children cries, know how to comfort them

Whenever their children made mistakes, just advice them but not using scold

Scold couldnt help the children

Even hit the children couldnt help either

But my mum was totally diff

When i cry, she couldnt comfort me

She will scold me more and more and more

Is this what a mother shud do?

Im not complaining about her

Im just too dissapointed in her

Okie, im very thankful that whenever i wanna go out, she didnt force me not to go

At least i have a mother like HER

Im very thankful to the god that my mum is a open minded women

Maybe to others, she's not totally the best in the world

But to me, i couldnt comment about this.........

My mum always bought stuffs for my 2 sisters but not for me

Its hurt me so much

She even said im a ugly girl

Being a mother, if she knows her daughter is ugly, she shud at least support her but not insult her...

Look at hor ma - Moonlight Resonance

Ah Wing - Moonlight Resonance ( Fala Chen ) is a girl who couldnt speak, hor ma didnt even insult her.... i know hor ma is supporting her whenever ah wing needs her.....

Whenever i need my mum, she just couldnt comfort me....

I will have to find my friends and tell then my problem.........

I just couldnt believe that she insulted me......

She always said im ugly and said my 2 sisters are very pretty....

What the hell is this man?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!

I dont even wanna continue blogging about this.....

She dont know how much i hurted and she dont know im force to hide my tears behind her so she couldnt see that im crying T.T

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