What I Did?

God! Wad i did?
Why everyone said IM WRONG?
Answe me please God!
Please T.T
Im really suffering here..
Why cant THEY just let me go?
Why THEY have to make me suffer like that?
I told calvin hong why he hates me
He dont wanna answer me
He told me ' there's something i cant answer you.. '
Okie then.
Then Daniel siang..
WHY YOU HATE ME?
WHY???
WHY YOU HATE ME???
I treat you like my best friends last time
yet? wad u give me?
YOU BACKSTABBED ME!
YOU TALKED BAD ABT ME ALL THE TIME!
I dont know why ppl hate me so much...
If you think i disappear will make you happy
okie fine....
I will go die la then
You know wad all of you DID nearly make me LOSE MY LIFE?!?!?!?!?!??!!?
How cruel are you guys, do you guys know that?!?!?!?!
Im not a boy
Im a girl!
A GIRL!
A NORMAL GIRL!
but with you all scolding and cursing me like that
I MIGHT GONE MAD ONE DAY!
IM VERY SERIOUS!
NO JOKES!
THE EVERY WORDS I WROTE IN HERE IS THE EVERY TEARS DROPPING FROM MY EYES NOW!
YOU GUYS ARE JUST KILLING ME!
Why cant you just at least understand me??
WHY CANT YOU?!?!?!?!
Siang, to me...
You're always my best friend
That day, i heard from ppl that you kena whack...
Although i said you ' padan muka la that daniel! '
But after that, IM WORRYING ABOUT YOU LIKE MAD!!!!!!!!!!
You dont believe you asked hazeeq..
During science period, i asked hazeeq whether you're okie... He told me You're fine
He said you're going back with him
I asked him to do me a favour
That is ' CAN YOU MAKE SURE THAT DANIEL'S SAFE? '
hazeeq asked me ' okie, i will try.. i tot you hate daniel? '
I told him ' no, i dont hate him.. he's the one who hate me... '
I DONT HATE YOU CAUSE YOU'RE MY FRIEND CANT YOU JUST UNDERSTAND?!?!?!?!
I always asked myself " wad i do to make everyone hate me? WAD HAPPENED IN THIS WORLD? '
But the answer will always be empty cause i dont know wad i did wrong!
FRIENDSHIP ARE IMPORTANT IN MY LIFE!
IT CAN SAFE ME AND IT CAN DESTROY ME ANYTIME!!!!

WHY CANT YOU GUYS JUST UNDERSTAND ME AND LET ME GO?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

DO U GUYS WANNA SEE ME LOSE MY LIFE, COMMIT SUICIDE ONLY YOU GUYS HAPPY IZZIT?!?!?!?!?!

IZZIT LIKE THIS WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY?!?!?!?!?!?