Wednesday, April 8, 2009

I lose another friend

I've lose one more friend.
I dont mind saying out his name.
He wrote to me a letter today after skul.

" Hey, SuAnn =) Well I am seriously. Well is best i tell you besides keeping in my heart.. Well this is not a happy letter but sad =( Well to tell you the best for you and me is not to be friends. Well, your attitude seriously is too much and is best that we dont know each other.
AND THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR YESTERDAY!!
Dont reply
cause haiz =(
PS Daniel "
Okie
Wad should i do with this letter?
Should i throw it away or keep it like a gold cause its the first letter he wrote to me and it will be the last too....
To tell you the truth, i really treat him like my best friend
I dont know why ppl hate my attitude but i already change, isnt it?
I SWEAR TO GOD THAT I'VE CHANGE!!!
Why cant they just at least UNDERSTAND me?!?!?!?!
Dont they see, im suffering so much? ARE THEY BLIND OR WAD?!?!?!?!
I went to so much PAIN! SADNESS! EVERYTHING!
I cry every night for wad?!?!
FOR FUCK IZZIT???
Daniel, im not gonna say im sorry or wadeva cause i DID NOT do anything wrong TO YOU!
YOU ALWAYS SO SENSITIVE! ( no offence )
YOU ALWAYS ALWAYS LIKE THAT!
ACTUALLY, ITS NOT A PROBLEM
BUT YOU CREATED THAT PROBLEM AND LOSE ONE OF YOUR FRIENDSHIP LAST YEAR!!!!!!!
DONT YOU THINK YOU'RE TOO CHILDISH?!?!
IM SO PISS AND SAD AFTER READING YOUR LETTER JUST NOW....
BUT I NO LONGER SAD ANYMORE CAUSE A FRIEND LIKE YOU ARE NOT WORTH IT AT ALL!!!!
MAYBE LAST TIME, TO ME... YOU'RE WORTH IT BUT NOT NOW!
you're just a COME AND GO friend...
No point wasting my tears for u anymore!
I REALLY REGRET KNOWING YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CAUSE YOU MAKE ME WASTED MY FUCKING TEARS AND MAKE ME SUFFER ALONE IN THE DARKNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You dont wanna talk to me anymore right?
ME EITHER!!!!
How i wish i could transfer class so I NEVER NEVER EVER see you again!
Maybe you guys will say im too cruel but ITS TRUE!
im just saying wad i wanna say!
Everyone seems to leave me d...
Why are they like that?
Toatoalia, you too......
Im sooo dissapointed in you 2!
IM SOOOO DISSAPOINTED TILL MY TEARS STARTING TO ROLL DOWN FROM MY EYES AGAIN!!!!!!!!!
I just doont want cecilia, siwei, rynne, john and my 2 keruing best friends to leave me T.T
other than that, YOU WANNA DO WAD GO AHEAD!
LIANG JUN! YOU BETTER DONT LEAVE ME AR!!!! =P
JOHN YOU TOO!
siwei, rynne, cecilia, I KNOW YOU GUYS WONT LEAVE ME =)

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