#121 My Yesterday

Yesterday, i went for badminton with Cecilia, Jun, Josh, John, Chia Jie and Fred.

At first, me and cecilia went there.

We saw Jun, Josh, Chia Jie and Fred were playing badminton.

So if we go there, we might disturb them.

Then we went to another court and play.

We dint book court cause its just wasting our money.

I sms-ed john, ask him whether he's coming.

At first, he said he have tuition. Cant make it.

Eventually, he appears in front of us =P

I know he's coming. =)

Then Josh stole my phone and they lied to me my phone was lost.

I wasnt crying cause i know they lied to me. Include cecilia -.-

I dint talk to Fred and Chia Jie that much. Fred went back after that

We all started to sit down and rest and chase each other.

It was so fun.

They were taking my new racket and run here run there.

And John & Josh checked cecilia's beg.

Jun used Cecilia's phone to called Arthur. It was so funny

Around 12 something, Its time for us to say bye.

So Jun went back with his brother. =(

Chia Jie and Josh walked back, i guess so?

John have to wait for his mum outside.

Me and Cecilia left John alone waiting for his mum and went to Ming Tien.

Guess what.

We saw Puan Cheng XP

I was wondering if she's seducing a girl or wad O.O

After finish our lunch, Cecilia, Joey ( cecilia's sister ), Cecilia's grandma and I walked back to her house.

Cecilia bought 2 tape. ( The wedding Game and Yes Man! )

We watched The Wedding Game.

Yes Man! was so boring! no offence.

But it doesnt seem like its a comedy show or wad.

So cecilia switch off the tv and went upstairs.

She asked me to follow her.

I was wondering wad happened to her.

She's so emotional suddenly.

She cried after closing the door behind her.

I was shocked. And i asked her wad happened.

She scolded me.

She said why i dint let her know about tony's.

Actually, Rynne, Siwei and I already know the reasons tony left us.

But we dont blame cecilia for this cause we know how hurt is she. Banging her head onto the door and shouting, screaming, crying.

I felt sympathy for her. I wish she could stop thinking about tony.

But when i went back, she told me she will change because of tony.

We dont want her to change.

SIGH!

She's to pitiful. =(

Cecilia, please dont cry anymore.

Be mroe stronger.

I will pray for you, cecilia.

We will be there whenever you need us.

#120 Sad

SIGH!

Today, i received a bad news.

John, Jun, Nian, Zeem, Siang and many more

Puan Madiana said they have to change class

OMG!

I will be missing them so much.

I hope Puan Madiana was just giving them warning.

HOPEFULLY!!!! =(

I want them to be in 2 Keruing and I need them! T.T

My life would suck without them and some of my 2 Keruing's friends. D=

I nearly collapse after recess.

The whether was so damn hot and my head was so pain that its almost gonna explode

Im like drifting here and there when i walk by the coridor XP

Its like im drunk! XD

I WISH THAT THE BOYS WONT CHANGE CLASSES.

I will pray hard. =)

Wish me good luck guys! ^.^

# 118 Best Friends Forever

I will never ever ever ever leave them =D

They are the one who make me laugh like hell.

I love them so much.

They are so precious to me.

They are very golden to me.

Cecilia : OMG! She's a totally JOKER man XD She always tell us jokes. Make us laugh like hell. This group without her will be so not fun =(

Lerynne : although sometimes she too playful but she's very very kind if you know her well ^.^

Siwei : She's a worthtrusty friend. She could keep secrets. She abit siao siao XD Sometimes, she can be really emotional but sometimes, she can be really high! XD

Without them, Im lifeless.

So, i need them in my life.

They're just too important to me =D

Actually, i should add one more person.

But he's no longer in our group anymore =(

Too bad too sad, but miracles might happen anytime.

Maybe he will come back to us, so we wont give up =)

What I Did?

God! Wad i did?
Why everyone said IM WRONG?
Answe me please God!
Please T.T
Im really suffering here..
Why cant THEY just let me go?
Why THEY have to make me suffer like that?
I told calvin hong why he hates me
He dont wanna answer me
He told me ' there's something i cant answer you.. '
Okie then.
Then Daniel siang..
WHY YOU HATE ME?
WHY???
WHY YOU HATE ME???
I treat you like my best friends last time
yet? wad u give me?
YOU BACKSTABBED ME!
YOU TALKED BAD ABT ME ALL THE TIME!
I dont know why ppl hate me so much...
If you think i disappear will make you happy
okie fine....
I will go die la then
You know wad all of you DID nearly make me LOSE MY LIFE?!?!?!?!?!??!!?
How cruel are you guys, do you guys know that?!?!?!?!
Im not a boy
Im a girl!
A GIRL!
A NORMAL GIRL!
but with you all scolding and cursing me like that
I MIGHT GONE MAD ONE DAY!
IM VERY SERIOUS!
NO JOKES!
THE EVERY WORDS I WROTE IN HERE IS THE EVERY TEARS DROPPING FROM MY EYES NOW!
YOU GUYS ARE JUST KILLING ME!
Why cant you just at least understand me??
WHY CANT YOU?!?!?!?!
Siang, to me...
You're always my best friend
That day, i heard from ppl that you kena whack...
Although i said you ' padan muka la that daniel! '
But after that, IM WORRYING ABOUT YOU LIKE MAD!!!!!!!!!!
You dont believe you asked hazeeq..
During science period, i asked hazeeq whether you're okie... He told me You're fine
He said you're going back with him
I asked him to do me a favour
That is ' CAN YOU MAKE SURE THAT DANIEL'S SAFE? '
hazeeq asked me ' okie, i will try.. i tot you hate daniel? '
I told him ' no, i dont hate him.. he's the one who hate me... '
I DONT HATE YOU CAUSE YOU'RE MY FRIEND CANT YOU JUST UNDERSTAND?!?!?!?!
I always asked myself " wad i do to make everyone hate me? WAD HAPPENED IN THIS WORLD? '
But the answer will always be empty cause i dont know wad i did wrong!
FRIENDSHIP ARE IMPORTANT IN MY LIFE!
IT CAN SAFE ME AND IT CAN DESTROY ME ANYTIME!!!!

WHY CANT YOU GUYS JUST UNDERSTAND ME AND LET ME GO?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

DO U GUYS WANNA SEE ME LOSE MY LIFE, COMMIT SUICIDE ONLY YOU GUYS HAPPY IZZIT?!?!?!?!?!

IZZIT LIKE THIS WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY?!?!?!?!?!?

Miracle

SIWEI!!!!!!!
CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!! =D
Daniel finally forgive you ^.^
Be happy ya? Dont always sad d =)
Although im not gonna be friends with daniel anymore
But i will pray that you and daniel's friendship will move on very smoothly
Siwei, because of daniel's problem..
You've wasted plenty of tears...
From now on, you dont have to cry anymore because everyone you love will always be by your side =D
Siwei, you have to be happy...
Thats wad i wish for

I WISH ALL MY FRIENDS ALWAYS BE HAPPY..

DONT BE EMO OR SAD

HAPPY FOREVA!!!! =)

I lose another friend

I've lose one more friend.
I dont mind saying out his name.
He wrote to me a letter today after skul.

" Hey, SuAnn =) Well I am seriously. Well is best i tell you besides keeping in my heart.. Well this is not a happy letter but sad =( Well to tell you the best for you and me is not to be friends. Well, your attitude seriously is too much and is best that we dont know each other.
AND THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR YESTERDAY!!

Dont reply

cause haiz =(

PS Daniel "

Okie

Wad should i do with this letter?

Should i throw it away or keep it like a gold cause its the first letter he wrote to me and it will be the last too....

To tell you the truth, i really treat him like my best friend

I dont know why ppl hate my attitude but i already change, isnt it?

I SWEAR TO GOD THAT I'VE CHANGE!!!

Why cant they just at least UNDERSTAND me?!?!?!?!

Dont they see, im suffering so much? ARE THEY BLIND OR WAD?!?!?!?!

I went to so much PAIN! SADNESS! EVERYTHING!

I cry every night for wad?!?!

FOR FUCK IZZIT???

Daniel, im not gonna say im sorry or wadeva cause i DID NOT do anything wrong TO YOU!

YOU ALWAYS SO SENSITIVE! ( no offence )

YOU ALWAYS ALWAYS LIKE THAT!

ACTUALLY, ITS NOT A PROBLEM

BUT YOU CREATED THAT PROBLEM AND LOSE ONE OF YOUR FRIENDSHIP LAST YEAR!!!!!!!

DONT YOU THINK YOU'RE TOO CHILDISH?!?!

IM SO PISS AND SAD AFTER READING YOUR LETTER JUST NOW....

BUT I NO LONGER SAD ANYMORE CAUSE A FRIEND LIKE YOU ARE NOT WORTH IT AT ALL!!!!

MAYBE LAST TIME, TO ME... YOU'RE WORTH IT BUT NOT NOW!

you're just a COME AND GO friend...

No point wasting my tears for u anymore!

I REALLY REGRET KNOWING YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CAUSE YOU MAKE ME WASTED MY FUCKING TEARS AND MAKE ME SUFFER ALONE IN THE DARKNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You dont wanna talk to me anymore right?

ME EITHER!!!!

How i wish i could transfer class so I NEVER NEVER EVER see you again!

Maybe you guys will say im too cruel but ITS TRUE!

im just saying wad i wanna say!

Everyone seems to leave me d...

Why are they like that?

Toatoalia, you too......

Im sooo dissapointed in you 2!

IM SOOOO DISSAPOINTED TILL MY TEARS STARTING TO ROLL DOWN FROM MY EYES AGAIN!!!!!!!!!

I just doont want cecilia, siwei, rynne, john and my 2 keruing best friends to leave me T.T

other than that, YOU WANNA DO WAD GO AHEAD!

LIANG JUN! YOU BETTER DONT LEAVE ME AR!!!! =P

JOHN YOU TOO!

siwei, rynne, cecilia, I KNOW YOU GUYS WONT LEAVE ME =)

I lose a friend

Okie.. i will just call this friend ' toatoalia ( ppl who know us well know who is this ) '

He's always with me ( susulia ), cecilia ( lialialia ), siwei ( sisilia ) and ryne ( linglinglia )

Hey, toatoalia

I miss you!

I really miss you!

wad we did to you to make you leave us?

We really really really love you soooooo much!!!!!!!!

You're already became a part of our life ( IM SERIOUS )

Please!

Dont leave us!

Remember?

The moment

how we pour water on seaweed and steal her stuff??? ( sorry siwei )

Think of how we talk to AH BUN at KFC

Think of how you PUI the ice on us

Think of how we TERBUANG the dompet in Atria's toilet

Think of how we went to your house and change clothes.. throw the toy lizard to each other

Think of how we laugh at each other at skul

Think of how we went to red box and sing together

Think of how i drank your whisky

Think of how you forced seaweeds to drink your whisky and you fooled her

Think of how you hugged us

Think of how you kissed rynne's

Think of how we throw your phone

Think of how we played badminton together and laugh together

Think of how you said im ' chau gan '

Think of how we played ZATA with each other

TOATOALIA!!!!!!!!!! COME BACK PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tagged By Liza

1) The person who tagged you is:
~ Liza The Hottie =P

2) Your relationship with him/her is:
~ Normal Friend =D

3) Your first impression of him/her is:
~ First impression of her is SHE'S CUTE! XD

4) The most memorable moments with them:
~ None, i think?

5) The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:
~ Hmm.... Many! She give advices to me ^.^

6) If he/she becomes yr lover, you will...
~ OF COURSE NO! WE'RE NOT LES right liza? XD

7) If he/she became yr lover, what should he/she improve at:
~ LMAO! We will NEVER EVER become lover okie?!?! =P

8) If he/she becomes yr enemy, what would you do:
~ I will KILL her XD

9) If he/she becomes yr enemy, the reason will be:
~ She's too Hot? haha! sorry, liza XP

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
~ Ermm.... I dont know

11) Your overall impression on him/her:
~ Liza, you're so cute =P

12) The characteristic you love most about yourself:
~ Too Playful

13) The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
~ Im too rough

14) The most ideal person you want too be is:
~ ermm..... xiah junsu? O.O''

15) For people who care and like you, say something to them:
~ Thanks for caring me and love me more ya? =P

16) Pass this quiz to 10 ppl who you want to know how they feel about you.
1. wong siwei
2. eunise
3. joyce
4. lerynne
5. liang jun
6. madeleine
7. NADYA!
8. natalie
9. pei ming
10. xiongwei

17) Who is 6 having a relationship with:
~ Someone else.. OF COURSE I CANT SAY IT OUT!

18) Is 9 a male or a female.
~ female

19) If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing:
~ They dont even know each other.....

20) What is 2 studying at the moment:
~ I dont know....

21) When was the last time you had a chat with:
~ Nadya

22) What kind of music does 8 like:
~ Hmm....... punk rock? O.O

23) Does 1 have any siblings:
~ Yea.... she have 1 brother and 1 sister and 1 babe.. THATS ME! XD

24) Will you woo 3:
~ dont know.....

25) How about 7:
~ no..

26) Is 4 single:
~ That girl wasnt single anymore -.-

27) What's the surname of 5:
~ Lee! MY BROTHER SO IM LEE SUANN! =P

28) What's the hobby of 5:
~ he loves to joke around XP

29) Do 5 and 9 get along well :
~ I dont think they know each other...

30) Where is 2 studying at:
SMKDJ.

31) Say something casual about your eyes:
~ Black...

32) Have you tried developing feelings for 5:
~ Hmm... maybe?

33) Where does 9 live?
~ I dont really know =P

34) What colours does 4 like:
~ Most probably, pink.. i guess?

35) Are 5 and 1 good friends:
~ They're ex classmates... they're kinda close last year..

36) Does 7 like 2:
~ Not really, i think...

37) How did u get to know 2:
~She always catch me.. =P ( i mean she's a pengawas la )

38) Does 1 have any pets:
~ No....

39) Is 7 the sexiest person in the world:oh yeahhh.
~ Hmm... i cant really say she's the SEXIEST person in the world... ^.^ she's CUTE!!!!!! ( banana in a condom! XD )

40) Are you sexy?
~ Wad do u think? OF COURSE NO!

HEY GUYS! I KNOW YOU CANT COPY AND PASTE HERE.... SO.... PLEASE GO TO LIZA'S BLOG AND COPY HER TAGGED THEN PASTE IT ON YOUR POST!!! THANKS AND BYE! =D

tagged by jit haw

Instructions:Bold the statements that are true to you.Italicize the statements that you wish were true.Leave the fibs alone.Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.-------------------------------------------------------------

I’m 170cm 161cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hateLOVE my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
He drives.
I’m bored of LOVE driving. ( although i dont drive XD )
I DONT have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit ROCKS!
I DONT have a tatoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I DONT still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I'm NOT studying fashion.
I DONT have a business running.
I LOVE hate cartoons. ( BOB THE BUILDER, CAN WE FIX IT? BOB THE BUILDER, YES WE CAN!!!!!!!! XP )
I LOVE hate someone.
I DONT have 10 Guess handbags.
I DONT buy CLEO every month.
My parents don't know about my blog.
I DONT have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I NEVER THINK OF wanted being a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m NOT a rebel.
I’m starting to like wearing dresses.
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me be.
I heart Japanese food.fore. ( sorry siwei, rynne, cecilia.. actually, i dont heart japanese food =P)
I hate LOVE sports.
I hate LOVE meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst BEST time of my life.
I DONT have red hair.
One Utama is my second home.
I’m a guy GIRL.
I’m scared of my Biology exam.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last.I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love HATE bitching about people behind their backs.
I still have a MANY best friends.
I DONT have a cat.
I LOVE hate surprise parties.
I LOVE hate planning parties.
I’m hot.
I’m a sinner.
I’ve got a DS light.
I have a Wii.
I can CANT live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I DONT know how to cook.
I have 100% 80% freedom.
Boys are NOT assholes.
I hate LOVE Math.
I love horror films.
I’m happy with what I have.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching
Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.:D
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I LOVE hate animals.
I can’t CAN live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I DONT hate people that are smart.
I love Apple Juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone. ( three months ago, i guess? )
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming
I haven’t worked out since March.
I DONT think I’m fat.
I love my friends and family ( and HIM )

Tagged By One Of My Babes! - Siwei

1. Last beverage.
~ 100 plus
2. Last phone call.
~ John
3. Last text message.
~ Cecilia
4. Last song you listened to.
~ Glamorous by Fergie =D
5. Last time you cried.
~ Yesterday
6.Dated someone twice.
~ Not Really?
7. Been cheated on?So
~ I Dont Think So
8. Kissed someone & regretted it?
~ Nope. I still have my first kiss with me =P
9. Lost someone special?
~ Yea..
10. Been depressed?
~ What Do You Think? OF COURSE
11. Been drunk?
~ Maybe?

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. Red ( MAJU ) - siwei, you dont like red.. hor hor! you betrayed MAJU =P
13. Pink
14. Light Blue ( sky's colour )

HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends?
~ Duhh
16. Fallen out of love?
~ Yes, I Guess So?
17. Laughed until you cried?
~ Yea XP
18. Met someone who changed you.
~ Yupe =)
19. Found out who your true friends were?
~ Yea =D ( cecilia, siwei and rynne )
20. Found out someone was talking about you?
~ Hell Yea! Ppl been talking bad abt me recently.. =P
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list?
~ Siwei And Rynne XD Im not les though

Where's 22? O.O

23. How many kids do you want to have?
~ Ermm... dont know yet.. Havent really think THAT FAR! lol..
24. Do you have any pets?
~ Nope T.T
25. Do you want to change your name?
~ Not Really
26. What did you do for your last birthday?
~ Ermm.... Went To Cecilia's House And BAKED CAKE! XD
27. What time did you wake up today?
~ 10 something
28. What were you doing at midnight last night?
~ Chatting With John, I Think So?
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for.
~ Hug Him? O.o Or Maybe Help Him Overcome His Frightedness Of Hugging Girl? =P
30. Last time you saw your father.
~ He's beside me now -.-
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?
~ Stop Flirting Around? O.o''
32. What are you listening to right now?
~ T-Shirt by Shontelle
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?
~ Is Tony counted? O.o
34. What's getting on your nerves right now?
~ My Freaking Sejarah And Sivik Project!

WHY 35 MISSING TOO?? T.T

36. What's your real name?
~ Chin Su-Ann
37. Relationship Status.
~ Currently, not a single.. Coupling ^.^
38. Zodiac sign.
~ Pig? (-o-)
39. Male or female?
~ Wad do u think? FEMALE LA OF COURSE! lol...
40. Elementary.
~ Uh huh? O.o''
41. Middle School.
~ SMK Damansara Jaya.
42. High school.
~ Lol?
43. Hair color.
~ Kinda Brown but i want brown-er!!! XD
44. Long or short.
~ Long =D
45. Height.
~ 161cm =D siwei, I TALLER THAN YOU =P

WHERE'S MY 46?? T.T

47. What do you like about yourself?
~ Dont know.. hehe
48. Piercings.
~ 1 with each ears but planning to make the second hole =D
49. Tattoos.
~ Ermm... I want but my mum dont allow.. of course not those gangster's tattoo la! That one
was like damn scary okie? Just a small butterfly on my arm, maybe? haha! XD
50. Righty or lefty.
~ Righty =D

FIRSTS :

51. First surgery.
~ Nope.. I bet it will be super pain.. ouch >.<

RIGHT NOW :

61. Eating.
~ 15 minutes ago =P
62. Drinking.
~ Great! 8 hours ago! MY GOODNESS!!! XP
63. I'm about to..
~ Sleep (-0-)
64. Listening to.
~ Halo by Beyonce!! =P
65. Waiting for.
~ Tomoro! A new day has just started =)

YOUR FUTURE:

66. Want kids?
~ Not really.. hehe
67. Want to get married?
~ OF COURSE!
68. Careers in mind?
~ Yea?

WHICH IS BETTER IN PARTNERS?

69. Lips or eyes?
~ Both.. But of lips better =P
70. Hugs or kisses?
~ Both.. ( Aww... siwei.. dont be so mean.. T.T I just wanna have a kiss with you.. T.T )
HAHA! IM NO LES!!! =P
71. Shorter or taller?
~ Of course taller than me la... Or maybe same height also can XD
72. Older or Younger?
~ Same here, siwei.. I prefer same age ^.^
73. Romantic or spontaneous?
~ Both! =D
74. Nice stomach or nice arms?
~ Nice arms so that i can lean on it ^.^ ( siwei, guys dont pregnant.. only your future husband
will pregnant =P jkjk) HAHA!
75. Tattoos or piercings?
~ I prefer piercings.. Tattoo is too lala and gangster >.<

HAVE YOU EVER :

79. Kissed a stranger?
~ Nope
80. Drank hard liquor?
~ I guess so? Tony give me drink de =P
81. Lost glasses/contacts?
~ Im not careless ^.^
82. Sex on first date?
~ Excuse me? HELL NO LA!!!!!!!!!!!
83. Broken someone's heart?
~ YEA! =(
84. Had your own heart broken?
~ Duhh
85. Been arrested?
~ Sarcastic!
86. Turned someone down?
~ Yea, i guess so?
87. Cried when someone died?
~ Yea * snift snift *

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

89. Yourself?
~ Duhh
90. Miracles?
~ I always believe in Miracles
91. Love at first sight?
~ Ermm.... yea, i think so? =P
92. Heaven?
~ OF COURSE!!!!!!!
93. Santa Claus?
~ Not Really
94. Kissing on the first date?
~ Not At All
95. Angels?
~ Yes =D

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

96. Is there one person you want to be with right now?
~ Yes and he's with me now ^.^ I just feel like hugging him XD
97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?
~ Im not that bad okie?
98. Do you believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?
~ NO WAY! Nobody can do that la....
99. What's the one thing you cannot live without?
~ Friends/Family/Music/Him
100.Tag 10 ppl.
~ rynne
~ liang jun
~ madeleine
~ natalie
~ pei ming
~ xiaoyan
~ xiongwei
~ yan er
~ joyce
~ eunise

Memories Are The Best Souvenirs

Hey...

I bet everyone will be asking me why did i cried yesterday after skul right?

Okie.....

I've been really depress since friday afternoon..

My parents scolded me.. that makes me moody enough to ask everyone GET LOST before i get mad

after that, i got my report card with all B,C,B,C,B,C

No A for any subject!

Great!

Imagine that!

I bet my parents will be cursing me now and wondering why i wasnt studying when the test came
Its not that i wasnt studying, i studied...

But they dint see it
I bet that when they know my results

They will most probably say

' study dont wanna study! always hang out hang out! THIS IS YOUR LAST OUTING, I WARN YOU! If you ever let me find out you go out from the skul, YOU GONNA BE A DEAD MEAT! ( that was when im going marching and everyday after marching, i will go to atria or maybe 7E for lunch with rynne they all ).. '

GREAT!

wad a suprise that when my mum know my position in class, she dint even say a word

She just said

' ann ar! study hard next time! You cant just go on like that.... you have to go oversea and study and work there... dont ever come back... if u dont study hard, you will be a sales girl foreva.. lifeless... '

I understand how my parents feel now...

Sometimes, i know wad's on my mum's mind

She will be saying

' how i wish i could run away from house and never come back to face these sadness! '

I just wanna tell her

' Mum! Im sorry! Please accept my apologize! Im truly sorry! I will try my hardest next time... You're the greatest mum i ever had! '

But somehow, i just cant say it out loud cause i dont have the guts.....

Another reasons that i've cried yesterday is because.....

dont know why, somehow... I felt depressed nowadays!

Wad have been on my mind?
Wad's going on with me?

Am i insane?

I just felt very depress so i just cry it out loud...

My classmates are all worries abt me

All thanks to natalie, shanice, liang jun, john, joshua, jeremy, yuzeem, han jiang.....

hoe ming, thanks for your tissue =)

Although they dint really comfort me but they DID asked me why i cried..

It means they care abt me =D

LIANG JUN!

YOU'RE THE BEST!!!!!! XD

wee~

Guys, im okie now..... =P

LOVE 2 KERUING! XD
LOVE EVERYONE! =)



All my heart is in your hands, so be a tender guide
Be true to me and always care, and my feelings I'll never hide
My love for you is so true and 100 percent
The times I'm with or just think of you are times that are very well spent
So in the future, if we should part,
there's something I want you to know
You'll always have a place in my heart, and memories I'll never let go



On March 11th, I Give You My Heart, But The Very Next Day, You Give It Away.. On March 27th, To Save Me From Tears, I Give It To Someone Really Special To Me..



Am I Waiting For You To Come After Me?



There Are Memories That Cant Be Washed Away

I wish everyone could stay happy include those SPAMMERS

MOST OF ALL?

SMILE IS THE BEST! =)

there are memories that cant be washed away

O.o?

Hey guys! =)

Ermm... Me, cecilia, rynne and julian went to badminton today..

Too bad, siwei cant make it T.T

Well, When i went there...

Cecilia suddenly look moody

Then me, cecilia, rynne played..

Julian didnt wanna play..

Sorry, Julian.. I stole your place =P

We chat more than we play badminton so it just wasting our money booking the court XD

I saw one of my ex classmates

Okie! He's pervert enough to make EVERYONE hate him XP

So, well...

I sms-ed with my dear ^.^

and he CALLED me...

We talked for few minutes then we hang up...

After badminton, it was raining heavily..

Me and went to a shaded place 7EVELEN! XD

I ate maggie mee there

Then cecilia belanja me drinks

After that, I went to cecilia's house and have a chat there

Me and cecilia start to camwhore AGAIN =P

Lalala~~~~ =D

Cecilia look retard =P

Thinking of * HIMS * =)

O.o???? bluek?

Cecilia that innocent girl and suann the Dumbo! XD

So, thats all for saturday! XD

SATURDAY ROCKS RIGHT? weee~~~~ hehe......

I <3 Him

My God!!!!!!
This couple ring was sooooooo cool!!!!!!!
Ish!!!
I want one too T.T
haha... jkjk.. =P
Hmm...
Skul's fine..
We played truth or dare when teacher absent...
I get to hold hands with my own bf....
Great huh? LOL!
He's really a nice guy..
Although he always play dota but dont say im perasan..
I can feel that im being loved...
as in he really likes me
He's not cheating on me...
I can really feel that although ppl always said he's just cheating on me..
I dont care wad ppl think of us cause nobody can break us apart..
I really love him but sometimes, it hurts me when he ask me to go after other guys..
I hope he could believe in me..
I have the sense that we could last long.. * praying *
hehe