2nd day without him..........................

Today is the 2nd day without him, I dont feel better............. Same like yesterday........ * sigh * Eventhough peiming and xiaoyan keep on making me laugh but i still sad.......... dont know y, after heart broken...... i feel more tired and sleep quite early......... last time i slept 3 something in the midnight but now, i sleep 12 something in the midnight........... haiz........ and i even lose my weight......... i lose 1 kg............... but i eat alot in school........ siwei, le-rynne, xiaoyan and cecilia know i eat alot...... but i still lose weight....... I think i need to eat more =P..... anyway, i will still try to forget about him and study..... study is most important things to me now........ but stil cant concentrate......... siwei say if i wanna cry, please cry as loud as i can...... i really wanna cry but i ( ku bu chu ).......... But sometime when i sleep, i will cry......... I really cannot cry out loudly, i rather keep it in my heart eventhough its xinku......... haiz............... I really very tired........ and he seldom online too.............. maybe its good for me, so that i wont chat with him.......... =) siwei told me that i guess i muz zhufu him and his lover and hope he happy foreva........ i can do it........ but siwei call me to be ready, cuz its xinku and painful................ I know, and i will try my best too......... i will zhufu him and hope he hapi........... =) so, i hope he will be happy foreva...........

To People Who Reading My Blog ~
I know my blog is lame......... All aso write about him.......... If u wanna know who is the HIM, add me in msn or ask me in my cbox........ i will answer u........ =) So, if u think my blog is lame, please dont come here anymore......... cuz i need sometimes to forget about him and i will continue write anything about him ad my feelings here until i TOTALLY forget him..............