#179 - Eternality

Im disappointed in her, INDEED.
After I found out she's actually a playgirl, Im really disappointed.
I mean I couldn't believe until I saw it myself.
She's actually a playgirl who plays other ppl's feelings?
She wasn't like that last time.
She was such a pure, innocent and cute girl.
But now, she totally changed.
Changed into someone I dont know and I dont wanna know anymore. *sigh*
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Oh by the way, let me tell everyone a really 'funny' and 'stupid' story. ;D
There's this guy.
Ok, let's just name this guy Z alright?
Z had a girlfriend named A.
Few months later, Z broke up with A and went for another girl.
Well, I supposed that's cheating right?
But the funniest thing ever was he actually know this so-called another girl through online game and he just fell for her?
A was left all alone because of that jerk.
So, she picked her shattered heart and went for another guy too.
Again, few months later, Z assumed A cheated on him?!
Dont you think its weird and funny?
I mean he's the one who was cheating! NOT A!
He started calling A bitch, liar and so on.
Z even said this " Promises are a failure to you! "
Well, A didn't really promised Z anything, did she?
It doesnt make sense at all.
Doesnt he feel shameful by his actions?
At least feel it a little bit?
Other people might ask me " What's your point for telling everyone this story? "
Its because I really detest boy with a shit attitude like this so-called Z. -.-
He's the one who cheated on A first.
Why can't he just admit he cheated?
Honestly, if Im Z, I'll definitely admit I cheated on A instead of assuming A cheated on me.
It makes me laugh really hard, you know?


P.S : After Z found out that the so-called another girl was really ugly, Z wants A back, unfortunately, A doesnt wants him back anymore ;P

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Siwei, listen to this song!
You'll definitely love it! ;D



Like Wei said so..

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH, DBSK ;D

We cannot beg someone to stay

if they want to leave

and be with someone else.

We have to admit that love

doesn't give us the license to own a person.

That is what love means... Sacrifice.

#178 - Sky Of Love

I've watched Koizora, Sky Of Love The Movie again xD
Its really sad.
They've been through so many obstacles and finally get to be together but in the end?
God separated them. *sigh*
I really love the main characters.




Main Actress
Aragaki Yui starring Mika. ( Ok! She's totally pretty and cute! )
She's a model by the way >.<

Main actor
Miura Haruma starring Hiro ( I know, you guys will definitely say he looks like delinquent. )
But he actually look really good-looking in black hair =P



I cried and cried and cried because of the ending.
Well, its normal.
I liked the drama too but I still prefer movie.
Though they cut it short but still, I love the characters =P

This movie have a nice quote too.

It said

" If I could have 3 wishes, I wont wish for the stars, the moon, the riches and the life. But for 25 hours a day, 8 days a week and 13 months a year just to spend a longer time with you. "

Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will.

#177 - Show Me Your Love

You guys cant just disband like that!
You guys will disappoint the fans, me as well!
Please please please!
Pretty please! Dont disband!
Without one of you, DBSK is IMPERFECT!

Well, I detested SM treated you guys like that but still, SM is the only company which can make you guys famous.
No offence but honestly!
Without SM, DBSK was NOTHING
Without SM, There will be no DBSK.
You guys went through so many obstacles to stand on the stages, and now..
You guys want to give up?
Ok, maybe I dont know the 'Idol's World',
But no matter what..


IM FOREVER DBSK!! =)

I'll LOVE DONG BANG SHIN KI FOREVER AND EVER! <3

Im sure that even IF you guys really disband, you guys will still be BFF! =)




SO, I'LL PRAY FOR YOU GUYS! DONT EVER EVER DISBAND!

Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.

#176 - The Day Has Come

Location : The Curve

We, the 4 hyperbolas and Joshua went to Red Box and watched A Christmas Carol .
Ok, no offence but its BORED!
Its kinda of scary also.
Picture time :









Spot me! Well, thats easy though XDD ( Thanks Joshua )

Im on left actually XDD

If you love someone more than anything, then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.

#175 - Missing Someone I Shouldn't Have?

Why am i missing someone I shouldn't have?

Well, the story goes like this.

One of my ex-classmates invited me to a gathering

And I chatted with this guy.

I admitted I loved him once.

I found out he was in a relationship?

Facebook said so.

I felt the pain deep down in my heart which I shouldn't have.

Congrats him and I feel happy for him. ( Not really though )

How I wish i was the girl. haha! I was being stupid :D

Forget it.

Its not important anymore.

Somehow, Im tired of being all alone.

Im holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back, knowing it wont.

#174 - Happy Birthday My Beloved Grandpa!

GRANDPA! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!
YOU'RE THE BEST GRANDPA I'VE EVER HAD!

My words :
Im so lucky to have
You as my grandfather
If I have to choose one
I'd choose no other

When I need your help,
You're there for me
A better grandfather
You couldn't be.

The bond we share
Will always be strong
In my eyes Grandpa
You can do no wrong.

From :
Your beloved grand-daughter ^.^

#173 - Trouble

IM IN TROUBLE!!!!
What should i do?
WHICH HANDPHONES SHOULD I CHOOSE?!
I wanted a white colour flip handphone. ( SONY, DEFINITELY! )
But I heard from my sister that some of them easily crack.
Its either crack or functions not good enough.
HOW?
Can anyone recommend any other phones?
Chrys said I should try Motorola V9 cause Motorola V9 is very stylish but I dont like MOTOROLA.
The battery cant even last long. ( I used to have 1 motorola phone and it sucks alot -.- )
I really love the Z708 ( Shown Below )
But then I've read some of the comments.
They said it easily crack and functions not that good. * Sigh *
I might buy W508.
Ceci is using it now. Her's is black colour.
I scare if I buy it, She'll be unhappy with it. =(


Z708 ?


























W508 ?













W980 ?


















Z770i ?






















W308i ?
























T707i ?

#172 - Our Love Will Always Last

My blog is gonna be so dead and bored so dont even bother to visit because I dont have any events or outings recently =(
I went to tuition this morning.
Thanks to ceci, we did SRA ( Self-learning scheme ) for 2 hours =)
Well, I guess thats for today. =(




There's always something that I wanted to say.
I really wanted to say it out loud but I know if i said it, I'll end up hurting ppl and even myself.
And I know if i said it, my life will turn upside down.

Honestly, to those ppl who I've hurt. Im sorry for what I've did. ( especially ****** **** )
I might be childish and playful last time.
I really hate myself for hurting others.
I mean I dont have the right, right?
I dont know why but I really feel ashamed of myself.
Once again, SORRY =)

Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

#171 - What Is Promises?

Why couldnt ppl always keep their promises?

They always lied, broke their promises and made me really disappointed.

Im really disappointed in the ppl who gave birth to me but doesnt care about how i felt these 14 years.

Its like they gave birth to me by forced.

Its like they didnt actually want to give birth to me but they have to because she's pregnant?

How am I gonna feel the happiness in this family without them knowing me well?

Cant they at least said " Su-Ann, you looked down today. You ok? "

If they did asked me, I swear I'll definitely tell them everything.

And guess what?

Whenever Im cried, my 2 freaking sisters just asked me " why so stupid cry? "

Oh my gosh! You actually called this ' concernation '?

I dont think so.

You promised me to take me go swimming, and i trusted you.

But in the end, you just said something that was really unbelivable.

" No need go swimming d la. Go jogging la. "

I know why you told me this.

Because you're lazy. You didnt want to take me.

I know you've always washed our clothes, shoes, everything.

But that doesnt mean you know us well.

You always said you're so pityful because your children doesnt understand you.

But did you ever tried to even understand them?

You did not. You always said Im lucky enough to be in this family.

Do you think so?

I dont think so.

Because Im really unhappy with all of you.

I want my family at least know what I want, what I dont want, what I need but not scold me for NOTHING.

Oh ya, they scolded me for my results.

I did improved, didnt I?

You all just wanted to see A A A, as long its an A, you guys are satisfy?

What about B and C?

Is B and C so poor? I believe its average.

You've never done something Im happy with.

Sometimes, I felt so left out.

My 2 sisters are so pretty and Im just like an ugly duckling who doesnt belongs to that family.

My 2 sisters got EVERYTHING they want.

My mum tried so hard to make them look perfect but she didnt did that on me.

Am I not worth for them to love me?

If its like this, why did they give birth to me?

You all didnt see that ' hard-working ' me, but you guys saw the ' lazy-playful ' me.

What's all this?

I dont think I even deserve to be in that family.

D-I-S-A-P-P-O-I-N-T is really a word.

At one point in your life you either have the thing you want or the reasons why you don't

#170 - Amazing

Holidays

Holidays

Holidays!

BORED!! T.T

I went to Ou with Ceci and Wei last friday.

We watched 2012 ( muahahahaha! )

BEST MOVIE EVER! =)

I wanted to watch it with my family again today.

Unfortunately, its hard to get ticket because its full =(

* Sigh * Forget it.

After all, I've watched d =)

By the way, this is the video i made for DBSK =P

Wei, watch it if you have time =D

#169 - Your Love Is All I Need

Holidays
Holidays
Holidays!

Finally! I wonder what I'm going to do during holidays.
Im not going to anywhere.
Just hang around with friends =(
I've just finished Where Rainbows End ( It was happy ending. Or should i say happily ever after? XD )
Siwei, I nearly throttle you to death this afternoon
You didnt bring If You Could See Me Now. T.T
Luckily, Calvin, Daniel, Chia-Jie and Shanice accompany me!
Or else, I'll be bored to death!
We talked about craps XD
Gossiping, joking around and Calvin, you havent thanks me for the massages yet -.-
Im so gonna beat you up! =.=''
Natalie, why didnt you come? =(
*Sigh* You left me and Shanice. T.T

No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

#168 - Home Is Where Your Story Begins

Hmmm... Im still stucked at Where Rainbow End =(
My next book will be If You Could See Me Now, I doubt
Today was indeed fun XD
Today is the day when DJians showed their talent at DJ XP
The performances i loved the most is... I dont know..
There's too many XD
Ahh!
My days are so boring! How? =(
By the way, congrats me.
My average are 66.10% -.-
Im so proud of it..







NOT!!!!
Well, who cares! Oh ya, my mum cares -.-
*sigh* forget it!

There Is No Problem That Cannot Be Solved

#167 - Where Rainbows End

Hey!

Long time didnt update my blog XD
Well, im doing now =P
Exam finally over. I mean exam over long time ago. =)
I wasnt really satisfy with my results but its ok.
I'll try my best next year =)

Im currently reading Where Rainbow End by Cecelia Ahern.
This story book was interesting.
I hate Sally The Bitch and Greg The Cheater!
I think i might as well finish this book tonight since i have 150++ more pages left =P
I got nothing to blog about because there's nothing interesting going on today.
Oh ya! I wish Shanice could bring the Monopoly tomorrow because Im bored to death!
P.S : She better bring -.-
So, the day without Nat and Shanice was bored.
Pn Anis even asked me " Where's your gang(natalie and shanice, obviously)?
All i could say is " They absent " =(
Well, they're going tomorrow so yeah... XD

Without Struggle There Is No Progress