Forgive & Forget

Well, this is about another story
Someone been mad at me since Last Thursday
I dont know how she felt now
Everytime i asked her questions in sms or msn, she will be like whatever la
She makes me hate ( whatever ) this words T.T
Ermm......
To this friend i precious the most, this is wad i wanna tell you -

To say im sorry is not enough for the things i have done

To say im sorry doesn't make all the mistakes i did from past go away.

To say im sorry just means i realized even if its to late.

To say im sorry is admitting that were not perfect.

For we learn the most important things in life after we say im sorry.


I thought we had a good thing this special friendship between you & I

why did you leave me alone
and why did you make me cry?

I called you at your home
hoping to work things out
wishing for you to explain
what this was all about.

But you wouldn't talk to me
your voice was laced with doubt you...
my new found friend just up and shut me out.

What did I do what was it I said this special bond between us
is it ...already dead? I really like you
I think you're an awesome friend to
but the strain on our friendship will remain till you tell me why....

Why you're mad at me
why did you throw me aside
do you know when you wouldn't talk with me tonight
a part of my heart died.

I treasured your friendship
I thought you did mine too
but when you turned me away..
you broke my heart into.

i have a lot of friends
but i don't know which one i can trust
all of them help me change my life
and what am i believing for

So if you still wanna be friends
just let me know coz if you don't
I'll just pick up my shattered heart..and go.

I dint expect anything to you
And wad i said just now
I MEAN IT SOOOO MUCH!
I really dint expect you to forgive me or wadeva
I just wish you could be back NORMAL friends with me
I dont expect we will be like wad we used to anymore cause i know its ridiculous
You will never believe me and you know that im not trustworthy anymore
But beside flirt, did i ever do anything to make you mad?
I dint betray you, i dint backstab you..
I dint treat you like how i treated cecilia
I mean of course cecilia is my best friend but i will be really rude to her sometimes
I just want a smile from you
I just hope you smile to me and say hi to me and make friends with me
THATS ALL
I swear to God, i dont expect that we will be like wad we used to
I really DID appreciate you as a friend of mine
I DID appreciate our friendship but because of the word, FLIRT ruined my friendship between you and me
Do you think its worth it or you dont claim me as your good friends from the day we met?
I know i dont have the right to ask you this question since im the one who done wrong but i just wanna know wad's your answer
Do you think its worth it?
You might said you're not angry at me but you dint smile to me after that
And you dont know how much it upset me cause you're really an important friend to me like how i precious siwei, cecilia and rynne
I JUST WANT A SMILE =)
Cause i want you to be always happy even if im not with you or im not your friend anymore
No matter wad happened, I will always be by your side even if you hate me ^.^
You dont know how much i appreciate all my friendship with my friends
Thats wad i wanna say, i hope you dont mind me saying these
NOBODY WILL EVER BELIEVE IN ME ANYMORE
NOT EVEN THE ONE I LOVE BECAUSE I'VE MADE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE IN MY LIFE

FLIRT!