2009 Chinese New Year

Gosh!!!!!!!!!!
2009 Chinese New Year sucks!
But i love 2009 soooo damn much XD
I love my 2009 class
I love my 2009 friends
I love my 2009 lover
I love 2009!!!!!!!!! XP
Its really fun ^.^
I just came back from my grandparents house
I went there for dinner and prayed ^.^
Guess what?
My sis and i were busy camwhore-ing there instead of helping our grandparents to prepare all those foods XD
There will be a busy day for me tomoro
I cant chat with him T.T
Tuesday, i have to go back to hometown for 2 days
But at least i can have a handphone soon XD
So, I can chat with him everyday d
hehehehe~~
I know you wanna know who the hell is ' him '
But dream on i will tell u =P
Hmmm......................
Ytd night, i chatted with Liuh Enn, John, Yong and Samantha
They damn funny la
Me & Liuh Enn really hate a fuckface from my class XD
She is damn bitchy
We planning to invite her to our outing and ditch her aside after that
I was the one who think this idea and i know im bad XP
But she's really making me so geram of her XD
Im not a bitchy girl ar
I mean everyone are bitches
U'll just have to see how bitchy they all right?
Im not as bitchy as the fuckface la =P ( perasan-ing? )
hahahhaahahha......
so much for today ^.^

Over It

Im so over it now -.-
LOL
Thanks to eunise that she dint rampas my keychains away T.T
puan wong asked 2 keruing, 2 ramin and 2 angsana to stay back after perhimpunan
I asked some of my pengawas friends, they said not spotcheck
then okie lo!
SUDDENLY, eunise came and told me got spotcheck.....
by the time she told me, siwei chao liao
if not, i can pass my keychains to siwei
But eunise suppose to check my bag
NO BARANG LARANGAN!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i mean eunise dint rampas my keychains away
Cause one of my keychains really damn expensive la
i bet you guys heard of PLAYBOY, this brand right?
I bought the logo of the PLAYBOY's keychain
then ngam ngam got spotcheck
ZADOU!
lucky they dint rampas away
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
I felt so lucky weih!
But i kena scolded by the stupid fuckface puan aruna!
SHE AR!
damn sarcastic la!
stupid teacher!
dont know how to teach students de la!
the literature ask ppl to act it out!
HOW?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Then me, natalie, shanice and alison just simply read, dint act it out la
SHE SCOLDED US!
ji pet la!!!!!!!!!!!
Ishhhhhhhhh
i was so damn freaking dulan!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMN FUCKFACE LA!!!!!!!!!!!
CIBAI LA SHE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sad

HAIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How am i suppose to do?
I regret confessing to him
I shouldnt have confess to him, am i not?
I mean yesterday night, i confessed to him...
I said i like him and maybe i will try to give up on him because i know im not his type of girl d
He answered me ' let's be good friends... Cause you're my mei mei mah.... '
I felt so damn freaking sad
And i was talking to siwei that time
Im even cry because of him
What am i gonna to do?
He's same class with me
I have to see him everyday
He's even always sit at the back of me because he wanna talks to lj
WHAT AM I GONNA TO DO?
Im trying to ignore him and dont look at him but i still cant
I mean im not staring at him but im just cant keep my eyes off of him!
Urghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
be good friends right?!?!?
FINE THEN!
BE GOOD FRIENDS!
I WILL FORGET ABOUT HIM!!!!!!!

Hey, 2 Keruing is really fun although liang jun always called me pendiam XD
Im really a quiet girl in 2 Keruing cause i have nothing to talk about
And It will be very very very awkward when i talk to the boys
But liang jun they all really are funny =P
I really love 2 Keruing ^.^
If cecilia, lerynne and siwei were all in 2 Keruing, it will be more fun =)
Hmmm.......... today kena puan chen scolded?
LOL
She asked me to pin up my button, i was like ignore her
I cant believe i actually ignored her
i know im kurang ajar XD
LOL
I got nothing to say about cause today, i dint even speak a word
I mean as in liang jun said i only said 3 words today XD
Im even a ' SHY GIRL ' to them
hahahaha................

Keep My Secret Just For Him

After 1 week school-ing
I finally found my target but it doesnt matter to me anymore
He still dont know i have a crush on him although i gave him soooo many clue
Lerynne and Jit Haw said i fall for the wrong person
Maybe i did
I actually confess to him but at last
I lied to him said i was just praticing cause i wanna confess to the BOY i like
He said he likes me as a friend
I told him i like him as a friend too T.T
I didnt wanna lie but i have to
I cant let him know about this
He will defintely ignore me if i really did confess to him
And he said he wont be couple on 2009
I dont really care if he wanna couple or dont wanna couple anymore
After all, its none of my business anymore right?
So, why do i care so much?
I promise everyone i wont hurt myself anymore but at the end
I still break my promise
Actually, i knew that this will happen cause i know i dont have a chance
Im so fucking stubborn and stupid
I know that i will get hurt but i still wanna like him
Isnt it a fool?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!
I WILL TRY NOT TO TALK TO HIM AND GIVE UP ON HIM!!!

How Many Do I Shed My Tears?

Today was the first day of school.
At first, i went to sku, i saw siwei, lerynne and yan er.
I saw xiong wei ^.^
After we talked, Puan Wong started to hit the table with the stupid rotan.
Then i was like ' omg! Puan Wong, so i quickly take my bag and run to dewan.
But after that, guess what?
PUAN WONG ASKED US TO GO DEWAN BUT THE PENGAWAS STILL DONT WANNA LET US IN!
damn sohai la!
Make me wait outside then i saw jezzey.
Then when i went in to class.
I was like ' omg! Which seat should i pick?!?!?! '
So, i picked a seat beside the windows.
Then the teachers changed my place T.T
I wanna seat beside the windows so that i can see the view from inside T.T
Today was so damn damn damn freaking bored.
I cant even talk to A FRIEND!
No one wanna make friends with me XD
joking la....
Actually, is that maybe im not friendly enough T.T
Im too shy to say hi to them
hahahaha..........
Hmmm.........
Hope tomoro will be better ^.^
I hope the teachers wont teach until so bored bah T.T

Open Your Heart

School start tomorrow
Although last time, i really hate going to sku
But now, im okie with it.
Im getting excited instead =P
Maybe its because of my friends.
I really cant wait to see my friends XD
Hmmm..............
I've just changed my blog's skin.
I ask for lerynne's opinion.
When she saw my blog's skin, she was like
Lerynne : SUCKSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -.-
Ann : What so sucks about the skin?
Lerynne : the hello kitty la!!!!!!!!
Ann : Oh........ you hate it now but i bet you love it when you're still a child XD
Lerynne : No... I hate it until now.
I was like WTH?!
Honestly speaking, I like Hello Kitty when im still a child.
I mean im still a child werd.
What also dont know.
Actually, i want the skin but not the hello kitty!!!
Im already a teenager la.
Who will like Hello Kitty about the age as mine?!?!?!?!?!?!
Im being sarcastic.....
But i really cant find any good skin.
Its like all the skins are emo de ar, ugly de ar, TOO girlish etc
Some even princesses also got
I was like ' wth?!?!?!?!?!?! '
LOL

Make A Wish

I wish I could study in Japan/Korea

I wish I could be a famous singer/actress

I wish for my family safety

I wish to have a great relationship & friendship

I wish to have a person I love

I wish for my friends safety

I wish nobody would hate me ( curently, nope ^.^ )

I wish Gau Sheng is still alive but yet he's no longer in this world anymore T.T


HOW I WISH MY WISHES COULD COME TRUE......
BUT THE LAST ONE WOULD NEVER NEVER COME TRUE ANYMORE........ =(

Apologize To A Friend

Xiaoyan, im sorry for what i did to you
Im sooooooooooo terrible SORRY
Im being selfish here
I treated everyone as my friends.
I mean i dint say you're not my friends anymore.
You're still my friend but not too close to each other.
I have nothing to say about since you've already said everything.
And i really DID felt guilty
I dint know you guys walked the whole 1u just to find a perfect gift for me.
Im very wrong, i know that.
People might thinks im a selfish, evil girl.
And i admitted.
I AM!

Just wanna apologize to you IM SORRY, XIAOYAN!!!
It doesnt matter about that, as long you're a part of my friends ^.^

I'll Always Miss You ;(

I received a very very very very bad news from madeleine and tricia.
Guess what they said?!?!?!?!?!
My ex classmate from 6u, gau sheng pass away before yesterday night.
I felt so sad.
How i wish it wasnt him T.T
I really really really wish it wasnt him.
He's my best friend and now, he's no longer in this world anymore T.T

Words for Gau sheng ~
Gau sheng, may you rest in peace. Us, 6u class will be missing you T.T

Memories

JANUARY

The school just started and i dont really use to DJ. Its like everyone around me are strangers. I only know siwei and some of my friends but the first month, they dont really care about me T.T

FEBRUARY
Still remain the same but its kinda change abit. Maybe some of the boys hate me without any reasons. They're being so reasonable and making me get so frustrated about them! But i guess, I always have my lunch with Siwei?

MARCH
Siwei and my class were beside each other. Hmmm........... I think that months, i started to know Pei Yan, Jia Qi, Xin Yin and Shi Hui. They treated me so good. There's a test on March. We went to library many times just to prepare our test but my results quite okie okie. Still got 2 A. -.-

APRIL
Hmmm..... after that... I think we seldom have our brak with Pei Yan's gang anymore. We're more to Lerynne and Jia Yi. Not me, Siwei XD I just sit down quietly and listen to wad they're saying. I was like ' Wad the heck are they saying?!?!?! I dont get it T.T '

Actually, Cecilia was Siwei's enemy on 2007. But last year, they actually talking to each other and make friends ^.^ Siwei told me, i was like ' har?? oh okie.. hahahaha '

MAY
Cecilia, Lerynne, Siwei and I are best friends. So, i knew jez on may. I guess? Since its over, i guess i will spit out everything XD Jez was still over madeleine that time. So, im sorta helping him that time. Then after that, he really love sweettalking to every girls. But i realized that i have a crush on him. I told Cecilia, Lerynne and Siwei. But Siwei kinda disagree about me liking him because he's not a boy that looks loyal. But who cares. Can you really control your feelings? And we did couple but we broke up after 2 days. I dont know why i broke up with him. Its kinda weird though. o.O


JUN
I think its happened on Jun. I hang out with jez, shaun, dc, xiongwei and bryan. Stupid cecilia! FFK ME! But at least, xiaoyan were there accompany me JUST FOR AWHILE! But she busy-ing care about Dylan =P So, she ditch me alone WITH THE BOYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its sooooo awkward!!!!!!!!!!!!!! When we're watching movie, xiongwei asked me shaun wants my phone number?!?!?!?!?! I was like ' WTF?!?!!?!?! Who is Shaun? ' After that, dc pointed to me. I was like ' Oh okie? ' He actually sms after have my phone number. I think i DID flirt with him. So, we coupled after the day we know each other. But after 3 days, i actually broke up with him AGAIN! Because that time, i still have feelings for jezzey but everyone said he's a playboy.


JULY
Actually, Jezzey was after a girl name Vanessa. Then i told jezzey, i still have feelings for him. I think he gave up on Vanessa? But cecilia was involved with this after that. Jezzey likes cecilia. I get very very frustrated about that.That time, i hate cecilia very much. So, we argeud many times about this. I mean she's my best friend and yet she stole the one i love from me? I really cant stand of this situation. I rather others steal the one i love than my best friend. I know i will argue with her one day. We argued many times about this. I think siwei and lerynne kinda dissapointed in me T.T

AUGUST

Test again! This time, my results really poor. We studied at the library again. Peiming, Xiaoyan, Xinyin, Shihui, Peiyan, Jiaqi and siwei. I guess?

SEPTEMBER

Lantern Festival? We went to SKTM and Yuk chai at the same time. But Siwei and lerynne wasnt here. So, only xiaoyan, cecilia and me. We met jezzey at Yuk Chai. But i dont really wanna follow them because Yee Lee was there and i kinda hate her. Cecilia and i really piss off that time. I guess? After that, we played the snow spray? I think jezzey held my shoulder and im blushing? o.O Me and cecilia is okie d. Cause i dont like jezzey anymore after that. -.-

OCTOBER
Test again? This time, i can determine that im sure mati -.- I dint even prepare for my test. The four of us went to each other house to study but always ended up playing de T.T I really wanna concentrate on my study but its too fun being with them ^.^ After test, we went to Red Box after the first week, saturday. I guess? We really had fun.

NOVEMBER
We see each other quite often although its holiday. We played badminton, make sushi and played together ^.^

DECEMBER
December 14th was my birthday. Actually, im planning to celebrate at 1u. But cecilia doesnt wanna go out. She said she's lazy so i canceled everything. And jezzey started to be very very piss off and scolded me but who cares? So, on my birthday. I decided to go cecilia's house and make cake together^.^ We really did make a chocolates cake and it tastes kinda nice ^.^ We ate mcd together. Then we watched Ghost movie, Mamma Mia & Enchanted together. We ate our steamboat together. We DINT go toilet together la XD hehe~

This is how 2008 goes! Its really fast ^.^ And i really did enjoy my year. I hope 2009 will be even better. Im getting excited ^.^