I Dont Wanna Know What Its Like Without You

Well, what cud i say???
I didnt blog for quite long bcz im kinda bz these days.....
I dont know im bz doing what.... XD
Im still thinking of something........
I guess i stalked the wrong boy??? =P
The boy i like suddenly confessed to me on last friday night........
Actually, siwei is the first person who know that he likes me........
Siwei asked him whether he have feelings for me???
He didnt denied...........
When siwei told me, i was like ' WTF?!?!?!?! He likes me??? Omfg!!!!!..... Impossible ... ' * speechless *
Finally, that day he confessed to me and asked me whether can be together.........
He gives me 5 days to think about it........
And im planning to.........

REJECT HIM~~~

Because of some reasons.............
Well, cecilia & lerynne said wanna kao him........
Kao then kao lo.....
Like i give a fucking damn???
After all, im the one who stalked him first werd........... XD
If cecilia dare to kao mine, i will kao her's too.........
Muahahahaha..................... jkjk la..............
Lol..........
Im not really interesting in relationship now........
Somehows, i think siwei is so happy without a relationship......
Maybe i cud be like her??? =P
I wont be blogging until November 6th
November 6th is the last day for my test........ =D

Someone help me, please
I dont know how to reject him
I dont wanna hurt him T.T

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Frozen

Omg..............
I was so mad at the girl........
She's totally making me mad..........
That stupid girl........
I did nothing wrong.......
I was just talking to my friends at the canteen then suddenly she come to my table and scolded me.......
Walao........
I was like ' WTF is her problem?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! suddenly scold ppl.......... '
Then when she scolded finish adi........
I scolded bad words at the back of her......
Her friends saw it and she told her........
Then she came to my table and talk craps again........
Say wad wanna whack me or bla bla bla........
I was like ' huh???? what is she talking about????? '
Then i asked lerynne, everyone said they dont know........
Then i started to be VERY VERY VERY mad......
And keep on staring at her.............
How i wish i could slap her and kick her pussy...........
That stupid bitch..............
At the end, i mad until cried.........
Cause i really beh tahan.............
Plus, my friendship have some problems.........
Then after skul, my best friend said she forgive me........
I was so happy..........
I sms him today........
I ask him did he went to canteen today?
He said yes with some unwilling words...... ( i guess so )
I scared he angry.......
He asked me to call him........
But my mummy's phone credit almost finish...........
So, i cant call him........
He suddenly asked me where i live........
I was like ' OMG..... he ask this FOR WHAT?!?!??!?!?! '
Then i asked some of my friends about it......
They replied its normal worh..............
And he knows me liao.........
He found me.............
SHIT, I HOPE HE DONT FEEL DISSAPOINTED.........
haiz..............
Today is the most unlucky day for me......
I just cant believe that stupid bitch scolded me.....
somemore say wanna whack me.........
Diu gao her larh........
Dont think she's smart.........
Actually, she have pig brain, u know?
Pig very smart meh?????? XD
Well, so much for today...........
I still have to wait for my test to finish...........
I wanna go out........
Heeeeeeeeee~~~

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Stare At Me

Today, I went to skul as usual......
Nothing special happened........
Just a few things make me kinda sad and kinda piss........
She's my friend........
Just because she's not even in our group.......
She's mad at me...........
I dont get it........
So what if she's not even in our group??
She could be our Good Friend but not Best Friend........
But why she have to mad at me & make me feel so lonely during class?
Im not gonna be sad just because i lose her.........
She's not even important in my life........
But she's important in my friendship..........
Eventhough she's not in our group, maybe she could be our Good Friend werd.......
It was so weird that we didnt talked to each other today..........
Sometimes, i really wanna ask her........
Is she so happy to ignore me???
I feel like asking her but since she ignore me and mad at me......
Im not gonna ask her........
Today, my friend gave me his phone number......
I mean the boy i like.........
Well, if some strangers you dont know suddenly say hi to you....
Wont you feel weird????
Omg, i dont even dare to sms him........
I scare he will say i stalked him and bla bla bla and thinks im annoying......
I will be very very dead that time..............
Lerynne saw him today......
I hope i could see him too.......
Everytime also lerynne saw him wan.........
So unfair........ T.T
Hope cecilia wont kao him larh......
But i know she wont......
I trust her........ =)
He told my friend he wants to find me.........
I dont hope he will find me........
Cause i guess he will be VERY dissapointed when he saw me....
Arent im right???
I mean.....
Im not a pretty girl..........
And maybe i dont have the right to like someone like HIM? ( I guess so? )

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Reach Out For The Sky

well, where shud i start first????
Today is a bored day for me.....
And i bet tomoro will be the same too.........
Today is nothing special so my post might be short.........
What will you think when you'r bored????
Annoy people??
One of my form 3 boy punya friend..............
He told my friend im annoying......
And my friend came to tell me.....
I was like ' oh okie...... '
but i dont bother about that cuz i dont really like him as a friend......
he was so rude to me....
i mean he was so LCLY to me......
And he is not friendly too......
My friend told me he is dangerous.....
He's not only dangerous, he's LCLY and unfriendly.........
And HE'S NOT EVEN A CUP OF MY TEA lah, okie???
But i asked my friend whether am i annoying......
He said sometimes........
I was like ' OMG!!!!!!!!!! I cant believe im THAT annoying!!!!!!!!!! '
Eventhough im kinda sad & kinda piss..........
But i dont angry my friend......
Maybe its true.............
Its true that im annoying......... XD
But my friend told me something........
He said that day the boy i like called me sohem........
Actually he was just kidding.....
He didnt mean to called me that..........
And my friend told him i cried but i dont cry bcz of this little matter larh......
So, he was like feel so sorry and regret.........
And he always asked my friend whether i came to skul today?
When i heard it, i dont know if im happy.........
I guess im happy though.........
Well, i dont think he wanna knows me after all...........
Today rain??
I dont think so.........
I cant remember.........
I didnt notice if the sky is crying............
Im busy doing my revision and some craps........
And after that, my mum started to talked craps again.........
Just imagine when adults nagged at you about 1 or 2 hours...........
Omg, i just cant believe that..........
I rather listen some songs.............
( Stay With Me - Danity Kane ) seems to be pretty popular now............. XP
Danity Kane sings a song name Damaged......
I dont really like that song.........
Or maybe it doesnt suit me.......... =)
Im talking craps now............. haha
Oh yea, one more thing..........
Today, i chatted with my primary friend...............
Guess wad she told me??
She have a french kiss with her bf!!!!!!!!
Omg...........
She is just 13 years old and yet her first kiss already taken...............
OMG.................. I just cant believe that.............
But to everyone, its normal larh...............
I dont know why am i so shock.......... haha
Well, so much for today............. =)

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Hard To Believe

Today, i went to IKEA........
My sis & I went to popular book shop......
I saw a girl wores mini skirt & a ugly purple jacket......
She was with her brother......
I just cant describe how ' UGLY ' they are.............
The most unbelievable thing is.....
SHE TALKED BAD ABOUT ME........
Could you just imagine that happen on you whenever you dont even know that person????
Omg, I was so damn piss off...............
She called a stranger girl ( chicken backside ).....
And that girl will not be me, of course..........
I was like ' well..... wad a rude girl........ i bet her mum didnt teach her so that is why she was so rude to everyone nowadays ( i guess? )........ '
And today is just a bored day for me..............
Actually, i could just stay at home and watch TV or do my revision but........
But i still prefer go to IKEA...................
Evening, I was so hungry......
I opened my fridge, i saw something......
Its just a small meal.....
I was like ' well............. So much for a small little meal, huh?'
Its so unfair............
Isnt my day bored????
Well, it is........
So, guys......
Dont make your day so bored like mine.......
You will bored to death...........
I called cecilia and study with her ON THE PHONE..............
Its not weird at all.....
Its fun after all.........
Today is the last day for PMR.........
Well..........
I envy form 3 students now......
They could play and hang out with friends, not like me........
I cant.........
Because test is around the corner...........
And yet, im still blogging and online-ing..............
So much for today...............

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The Pictures ~ October 16th ( Today )

We took this pictures at the park near cecilia's house →



Ann & Siwei




Up to Down ~ Ann, Lerynne, Siwei & Cecilia



I love this picture...... =D



Left to Right ~ Ann, Lerynne, Siwei & Cecilia



I guess you know who is who adi larh...... Well, its kinda hot down there and me & lerynne almost fell..... XD



Red Ann & Red Siwei..... haha! XD



Lerynne & Ann




Love Them so much......... XD



Love Them..........



I dont really know where im looking at........ XD

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The Pictures ~ October 15th

These are the pictures that we were being camwhores →

Siwei & Lerynne but i went to potong..... XD

Our study time...... T.T

Lerynne, Siwei & Ann

Lerynne & Siwei

Siwei & Ann love combined...... nice lerh.... ( jkjk )

Cecilia & Ann

Best Friends Foreva!

Lerynne's parents bring us to kepong just to eat this yummy ice-cream..... XD

U can see how high we were on our way back to cecilia's house...... =D

Siwei in cecilia baju kurung.... She quite suit in the baju kurung right? But i went to potong the pic...

Just imagine how high we were...... XD

Lerynne was eating her ice-cream while day dreaming of SOMEONE! ( jkjk )

When we reached the ice-cream shop..... Cecilia & Siwei said wanna go toilet... So, lerynne's mum brought them to the toilet...... Me & Lerynne waited for so long..... At the end, guess wad? They took this pic at the toilet.... guess wad?? Its SHIT COLOUR!!!!!!!!! XD

We were chatting here and there about someone i like and being camwhores.... XD

We took this on the last minute...............

We took this at cecilia's house..... so sad, lerynne not there..... T.T

Lerynne & Ann

Emo Cecilia...... Me & Siwei dont really know what's wrong with her........ Lol

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