#173 - Trouble

IM IN TROUBLE!!!!
What should i do?
WHICH HANDPHONES SHOULD I CHOOSE?!
I wanted a white colour flip handphone. ( SONY, DEFINITELY! )
But I heard from my sister that some of them easily crack.
Its either crack or functions not good enough.
HOW?
Can anyone recommend any other phones?
Chrys said I should try Motorola V9 cause Motorola V9 is very stylish but I dont like MOTOROLA.
The battery cant even last long. ( I used to have 1 motorola phone and it sucks alot -.- )
I really love the Z708 ( Shown Below )
But then I've read some of the comments.
They said it easily crack and functions not that good. * Sigh *
I might buy W508.
Ceci is using it now. Her's is black colour.
I scare if I buy it, She'll be unhappy with it. =(


Z708 ?


























W508 ?













W980 ?


















Z770i ?






















W308i ?
























T707i ?

#172 - Our Love Will Always Last

My blog is gonna be so dead and bored so dont even bother to visit because I dont have any events or outings recently =(
I went to tuition this morning.
Thanks to ceci, we did SRA ( Self-learning scheme ) for 2 hours =)
Well, I guess thats for today. =(




There's always something that I wanted to say.
I really wanted to say it out loud but I know if i said it, I'll end up hurting ppl and even myself.
And I know if i said it, my life will turn upside down.

Honestly, to those ppl who I've hurt. Im sorry for what I've did. ( especially ****** **** )
I might be childish and playful last time.
I really hate myself for hurting others.
I mean I dont have the right, right?
I dont know why but I really feel ashamed of myself.
Once again, SORRY =)

Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

#171 - What Is Promises?

Why couldnt ppl always keep their promises?

They always lied, broke their promises and made me really disappointed.

Im really disappointed in the ppl who gave birth to me but doesnt care about how i felt these 14 years.

Its like they gave birth to me by forced.

Its like they didnt actually want to give birth to me but they have to because she's pregnant?

How am I gonna feel the happiness in this family without them knowing me well?

Cant they at least said " Su-Ann, you looked down today. You ok? "

If they did asked me, I swear I'll definitely tell them everything.

And guess what?

Whenever Im cried, my 2 freaking sisters just asked me " why so stupid cry? "

Oh my gosh! You actually called this ' concernation '?

I dont think so.

You promised me to take me go swimming, and i trusted you.

But in the end, you just said something that was really unbelivable.

" No need go swimming d la. Go jogging la. "

I know why you told me this.

Because you're lazy. You didnt want to take me.

I know you've always washed our clothes, shoes, everything.

But that doesnt mean you know us well.

You always said you're so pityful because your children doesnt understand you.

But did you ever tried to even understand them?

You did not. You always said Im lucky enough to be in this family.

Do you think so?

I dont think so.

Because Im really unhappy with all of you.

I want my family at least know what I want, what I dont want, what I need but not scold me for NOTHING.

Oh ya, they scolded me for my results.

I did improved, didnt I?

You all just wanted to see A A A, as long its an A, you guys are satisfy?

What about B and C?

Is B and C so poor? I believe its average.

You've never done something Im happy with.

Sometimes, I felt so left out.

My 2 sisters are so pretty and Im just like an ugly duckling who doesnt belongs to that family.

My 2 sisters got EVERYTHING they want.

My mum tried so hard to make them look perfect but she didnt did that on me.

Am I not worth for them to love me?

If its like this, why did they give birth to me?

You all didnt see that ' hard-working ' me, but you guys saw the ' lazy-playful ' me.

What's all this?

I dont think I even deserve to be in that family.

D-I-S-A-P-P-O-I-N-T is really a word.

At one point in your life you either have the thing you want or the reasons why you don't

#170 - Amazing

Holidays

Holidays

Holidays!

BORED!! T.T

I went to Ou with Ceci and Wei last friday.

We watched 2012 ( muahahahaha! )

BEST MOVIE EVER! =)

I wanted to watch it with my family again today.

Unfortunately, its hard to get ticket because its full =(

* Sigh * Forget it.

After all, I've watched d =)

By the way, this is the video i made for DBSK =P

Wei, watch it if you have time =D

#169 - Your Love Is All I Need

Holidays
Holidays
Holidays!

Finally! I wonder what I'm going to do during holidays.
Im not going to anywhere.
Just hang around with friends =(
I've just finished Where Rainbows End ( It was happy ending. Or should i say happily ever after? XD )
Siwei, I nearly throttle you to death this afternoon
You didnt bring If You Could See Me Now. T.T
Luckily, Calvin, Daniel, Chia-Jie and Shanice accompany me!
Or else, I'll be bored to death!
We talked about craps XD
Gossiping, joking around and Calvin, you havent thanks me for the massages yet -.-
Im so gonna beat you up! =.=''
Natalie, why didnt you come? =(
*Sigh* You left me and Shanice. T.T

No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

#168 - Home Is Where Your Story Begins

Hmmm... Im still stucked at Where Rainbow End =(
My next book will be If You Could See Me Now, I doubt
Today was indeed fun XD
Today is the day when DJians showed their talent at DJ XP
The performances i loved the most is... I dont know..
There's too many XD
Ahh!
My days are so boring! How? =(
By the way, congrats me.
My average are 66.10% -.-
Im so proud of it..







NOT!!!!
Well, who cares! Oh ya, my mum cares -.-
*sigh* forget it!

There Is No Problem That Cannot Be Solved

#167 - Where Rainbows End

Hey!

Long time didnt update my blog XD
Well, im doing now =P
Exam finally over. I mean exam over long time ago. =)
I wasnt really satisfy with my results but its ok.
I'll try my best next year =)

Im currently reading Where Rainbow End by Cecelia Ahern.
This story book was interesting.
I hate Sally The Bitch and Greg The Cheater!
I think i might as well finish this book tonight since i have 150++ more pages left =P
I got nothing to blog about because there's nothing interesting going on today.
Oh ya! I wish Shanice could bring the Monopoly tomorrow because Im bored to death!
P.S : She better bring -.-
So, the day without Nat and Shanice was bored.
Pn Anis even asked me " Where's your gang(natalie and shanice, obviously)?
All i could say is " They absent " =(
Well, they're going tomorrow so yeah... XD

Without Struggle There Is No Progress