#171 - What Is Promises?

Why couldnt ppl always keep their promises?

They always lied, broke their promises and made me really disappointed.

Im really disappointed in the ppl who gave birth to me but doesnt care about how i felt these 14 years.

Its like they gave birth to me by forced.

Its like they didnt actually want to give birth to me but they have to because she's pregnant?

How am I gonna feel the happiness in this family without them knowing me well?

Cant they at least said " Su-Ann, you looked down today. You ok? "

If they did asked me, I swear I'll definitely tell them everything.

And guess what?

Whenever Im cried, my 2 freaking sisters just asked me " why so stupid cry? "

Oh my gosh! You actually called this ' concernation '?

I dont think so.

You promised me to take me go swimming, and i trusted you.

But in the end, you just said something that was really unbelivable.

" No need go swimming d la. Go jogging la. "

I know why you told me this.

Because you're lazy. You didnt want to take me.

I know you've always washed our clothes, shoes, everything.

But that doesnt mean you know us well.

You always said you're so pityful because your children doesnt understand you.

But did you ever tried to even understand them?

You did not. You always said Im lucky enough to be in this family.

Do you think so?

I dont think so.

Because Im really unhappy with all of you.

I want my family at least know what I want, what I dont want, what I need but not scold me for NOTHING.

Oh ya, they scolded me for my results.

I did improved, didnt I?

You all just wanted to see A A A, as long its an A, you guys are satisfy?

What about B and C?

Is B and C so poor? I believe its average.

You've never done something Im happy with.

Sometimes, I felt so left out.

My 2 sisters are so pretty and Im just like an ugly duckling who doesnt belongs to that family.

My 2 sisters got EVERYTHING they want.

My mum tried so hard to make them look perfect but she didnt did that on me.

Am I not worth for them to love me?

If its like this, why did they give birth to me?

You all didnt see that ' hard-working ' me, but you guys saw the ' lazy-playful ' me.

What's all this?

I dont think I even deserve to be in that family.

D-I-S-A-P-P-O-I-N-T is really a word.

At one point in your life you either have the thing you want or the reasons why you don't

#170 - Amazing

Holidays

Holidays

Holidays!

BORED!! T.T

I went to Ou with Ceci and Wei last friday.

We watched 2012 ( muahahahaha! )

BEST MOVIE EVER! =)

I wanted to watch it with my family again today.

Unfortunately, its hard to get ticket because its full =(

* Sigh * Forget it.

After all, I've watched d =)

By the way, this is the video i made for DBSK =P

Wei, watch it if you have time =D

#169 - Your Love Is All I Need

Holidays
Holidays
Holidays!

Finally! I wonder what I'm going to do during holidays.
Im not going to anywhere.
Just hang around with friends =(
I've just finished Where Rainbows End ( It was happy ending. Or should i say happily ever after? XD )
Siwei, I nearly throttle you to death this afternoon
You didnt bring If You Could See Me Now. T.T
Luckily, Calvin, Daniel, Chia-Jie and Shanice accompany me!
Or else, I'll be bored to death!
We talked about craps XD
Gossiping, joking around and Calvin, you havent thanks me for the massages yet -.-
Im so gonna beat you up! =.=''
Natalie, why didnt you come? =(
*Sigh* You left me and Shanice. T.T

No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

#168 - Home Is Where Your Story Begins

Hmmm... Im still stucked at Where Rainbow End =(
My next book will be If You Could See Me Now, I doubt
Today was indeed fun XD
Today is the day when DJians showed their talent at DJ XP
The performances i loved the most is... I dont know..
There's too many XD
Ahh!
My days are so boring! How? =(
By the way, congrats me.
My average are 66.10% -.-
Im so proud of it..







NOT!!!!
Well, who cares! Oh ya, my mum cares -.-
*sigh* forget it!

There Is No Problem That Cannot Be Solved

#167 - Where Rainbows End

Hey!

Long time didnt update my blog XD
Well, im doing now =P
Exam finally over. I mean exam over long time ago. =)
I wasnt really satisfy with my results but its ok.
I'll try my best next year =)

Im currently reading Where Rainbow End by Cecelia Ahern.
This story book was interesting.
I hate Sally The Bitch and Greg The Cheater!
I think i might as well finish this book tonight since i have 150++ more pages left =P
I got nothing to blog about because there's nothing interesting going on today.
Oh ya! I wish Shanice could bring the Monopoly tomorrow because Im bored to death!
P.S : She better bring -.-
So, the day without Nat and Shanice was bored.
Pn Anis even asked me " Where's your gang(natalie and shanice, obviously)?
All i could say is " They absent " =(
Well, they're going tomorrow so yeah... XD

Without Struggle There Is No Progress

#166 - Suprise Party

Lerynne's Suprise Party





HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, LERYNNE!! =)

I know I know! You were really suprised back then!
Well, thanks to our hard work! XD XD
Or maybe its Ceci and Wei's hard works?
I didnt really do much thing.
I hope you dont mind because i didnt know what should i do for you so i did a card =)
I hope you have fun for your 2009 birthday!
We've already asked your mum.
Your mum told us its your first suprise party! XP
YAY!

Before her birthday that night, I didnt wish her because I was suppose to forget about her birthday. On that day, I went to school and act like nothing happened. I made it!! Its really hard to act. Siwei came to school.

Wei : Happy Birthday, Lerynne!
Rynne : Thanks!
Me : Huh? What? * Pretend to look so lost *
Wei : Her birthday today ar! * murmered in front of her *
Me : Ah? Oh! OMG! LERYNNE, IM SO SORRY!!! I'VE FORGOTTEN YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!! SORRY SORRY SORRY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LERYNNE * hugs *

Well, obviously rynne looked kinda disappointed that time. Me and Ceci brought phone to school. We wrapped it in a box =) That day was like usual day. After school, Wei, Ceci and I waited for Wei's aunt to fetched us. We bathed and chatted about rynne's suprise party. I was so excited and scare! I scared our plan will be ruined till the very last minute. We reached Rynne's house and went in quietly. We have to wait for her Godmother and Godfather to come. After they came, Rynne's mother asked her to go down to see a bug? And SUPRISE!!!! XD This is the best suprise party ever!! XP XP Enjoy the photos =)

AT NIGHT, MONOPOLY

P.S : Its Powerpuff Girl Monopoly XD XD

We started to played at 1 or 2 am and ended at 6 something in the morning.
We slept at 6 something till 12 something noon and went to eat lunch/breakfast at Taman Megah. =)

Was too bored so i read magazine! XD
Lindsay Lohan lost her loves
She's hot and pretty la. =)

WE WILL ALWAYS BE TOGETHER!
BEST FRIENDS FOREVER! =)

#165 - Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday, Chrystian!!



This is the video i made for you =)
I hope you enjoy it! =D